Hi /r9k/ how are you doing this evening? I'm suicidal and

>>35915440
There are cars that i dont recognize outside my house
>notice people about every 15 minutes walk past my house
I think the goverment is about to wako me
inb4 No i dont like pizza

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I'm doing great, though scared of post secondary education.

>>35915495
nice fanart where is it from lol

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>>35915482
I had that paranoia when I lived in a small town.
Also had no friends who would give me rides.
Because I could no longer see well enough to drive.
So I moved to a big city where public transit exists.
I don't feel sketched out by people outside.
Even though it's a nigger neighborhood.
Pizza Hut nearby has bulletproof windows separating cashier from customer.
But other than that I'm pretty much invisible.
Also there's a decent weed store 10-minute walk from here.
I'm their token white boy.
I've accepted that I will never have a job.
And by extension never have a girlfriend.
NEETbux keeps me happy.
And I have free time to shitpost on here!
You can address your suicidal tendencies one bit at a time.
Just stop giving a fuck about being validated by other people.

Do you guys ever get really bad de ja vue to were you can remember your actions before you make them it happens every time there are people outside my house
>>35915482 same person

I'm not doing good. Time is running out. I have to run away soon before my mom finds out I failed community college again. If only I wasn't a brainlet.

>>35915440
I'm alright, currently waiting for someone to get me out of this simulation.

>>35915440
Everything gets better eventually, anon. The universe is infinite, so it's impossible for you to have but one life.

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>>35915593
W H O A M8EO

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>>35915440
asdgfplxliii

I feel so uncomfortable being alive I just want to scream and cry and thrash around it feels like my mind and soul is being fed into a trash compactor

anyone else get pissed off knowing that you didnt choose to be born and you cant choose to die? at least without odds of being effed up for life or experiencing lots of pain

>>35915564
>>35915440
Another car pulled up noone has gotten out of it
I think the government my try to renact wako

>>35915917
I think you have severe paranoia.

>>35915440
It's five AM here. I intended to go to sleep around midnight but I couldn't for some reason

>>35915440
It's about the time that I'm left alone with my thoughts and the suicidal feels start rolling in.
So not very good

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>>35915440
don't feel too good,

my brother asked me why i don't get laid in front of the whole family..This ain't the first time, my sister has asked me why i don't go out or have a gf

i wonder why they care, can't they tell i'm unappealing

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>>35916575
I keep myself distracted with 4chan and games during the day so at night when I'm by myself just laying in bed i feel really lonely and depressed and suicidal

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>try to go to doctors for crippling anxiety
>they just try and have me talk to a phone nurse
>put me on hold

This is like the third time I've tried to get professional help, but apparently my issues aren't serious enough for them to bother. I don't know what to do anymore.
I had to take two days off from my job and that didn't help. I don't even know if I can last another 6 months even though I like this job. I just can't stand being around others.

>>35916795
>I keep myself distracted with 4chan and games during the day so at night when I'm by myself just laying in bed i feel really lonely and depressed and suicidal
Sounds exactly like me