So anon, tell me of your troubles. I'm here to listen and

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPAAAPAAAAAAAAARAPPRA

A very original fart

>>35896310
Went to Dr today to hear results from tests (CT, PET scans), twelve cm tumor on left kidney, several nodes in lungs, plus some shit (docs word) in my lungs that looks like untreated pneumonia. Node biopsy in two weeks, followed by bronchioscope, then removing kidney in six weeks if all goes to plan. Been a rough week, tbqh

Miserable. going to >>end it all<< soon. removed myself/been removed from every discord server i've been on. Only one person gave a shit enough to ask how i was doing, and they said "Hope you get well soon" and left it at that.
Nobody gives a shit about me, i have nothing, life's hell.

>>35896583
and, as expected, no response.
Yet I still feel disappointed.

>>35896403
Buy escorts/do everything you want to do before it's too late.
t. guy who works in a hospital and has seen some shit

>>35896403
Sorry to hear that, anon! I hope things get better.

>>35896583

It's alright man. Just chill out a bit and go back. People are usually forgiving or forgetful.

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As for me, just figured out I'm bi (more on the gay side) like a month ago and stopped feeling ashamed of jerking off to gay porn. Just had a sex chat online with a guy on in Europe (am American). Feeling weird all around lately. Been drinking a lot.

>>35896774
i cant go back.
That would mean asking to be re-invited, and i'd rather just fucking kill myself.
i doubt anyone can understand

>>35896310
I'm so restless I pace around my house. I'm afraid to go outside because I live in a small town with nothing to do

I'm starting to feel confident enough that I want to start talking to girls for the first time in my life.

Problem is I don't know how to do it and who to do it to.

>>35896799

Well, just try it. Or, dunno if this applies, stop talking to normies. I'm sure there's online groups for depressed/weird people out there.

>>35896925
they dont accept me. the people who accept me i dont want to be accepted by. life's torment

>>35896310
I'm scared of success and women after years of being a loser. How do I rehabilitate myself?

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i took that deppression-anxiety-stress test posted yesterday, realized i have pretty bad anxiety issues. explains my spergy-ness.

dont know what im gonna do at uni

been feeling really down and just want someone to hold

>>35896916
talk to them like your talking to a buddy don't pretend to be something your not and dont buy into the all women are whores meme

>>35896310
I'm failing most of my classes, and I had the same problem last semester too. I did well in highschool and community college, but now in a 4 year uni, i'm doing terrible. I want to kill myself so I don't have to tell my parents, the last time I told them I felt like utter shit.

>>35896658
Not OP but are you still there, anon?

>>35896310
I have to become more disciplinated, also int student in Canada my parents already have to kind of help me with 10k anually for my studies but my bro is going to go to the states and he has a scholarship of 30k yet still has to pay 30k what can I do I am trying to find a job but you know still being in Uni, anyway tell me if you cna help anon I would love any US anon to help me get a canadian loan I am an honest man I am going to pay and I am studying CS but still my country only gave me a 20k l oan and I dnt want to be a chargefor my parents so if any of you Canada anons can make it I would love you forever

Well, doc, I got an ingrown hair on my inner thigh right where my ass cheeks press together... oh wait you're not a real doctor

>>35896403
How does this all start?

Also how old roughly if you care tell?

>>35897173
I shoot the shit with the lads all the time, I hardly consider the kind of stuff we talk about to be suitable for female ears.

If I took that advice I would be bantering the fuck out of her.

I'm scared of people. I feel like i should be successful for people to take me seriously.

>>35897890
same

wanna be friends?

beep boop

>>35896310
I can't pick a major. Mostly because I am limited on my math skills. Keep trying to study it but it takes me hours to learn anything and I forget it regardless.

I dont approach girls because Im scared
Not scared of the rejection, scared for succeeding because I've no idea what to do after

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>>35897890
>>35897907
>>35897890
>I feel like i should be successful for people to take me seriously.

me too, can we make it a threesome?

So I found out that this girl doesn't like me and now I don't know how to feel

she's my only friend so I cant just stop talkign to her

what do I do lads? i want to die desu

>>35896310
i am happily eating a burger now. ignorance is bliss

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>>35896310
my dreams are almost unattainable now. The hopes i had for myself as a child are dead, if kid me met adult me i would hate myself and think i was a complete fucking loser. I can't stand the fact that i'll never be able to make my mark on history and become a part of something greater than myself. I'm going to die alone as a neet and the worst part is that i have no one else to blame but myself.

and no gf

>>35899069
you can't blame her for not liking you, it's something you can't control. I think the best thing you can do is just to try and accept it and move on. Don't let this destroy a friendship.