>live with my mom >have dead end part time job >on my

>>35878987
why don't you kill yourself?
do it, faget

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>>35878987
Start now, start small. It's shitty advice but it's what you have to do

>>35879036
I think about it every day. I'm just too much of a coward. Any drugs that will make me not afraid to do it?

>>35878987
get off the computer and get psychological help. i'm serious. you are depressed, and internet/4chan/etc only exacerbates your problem. SEEK HELP, ANON. ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF.

>>35879123
What do you do when therapy doesn't work though? I'm desperate enough to listen to the advice of internet strangers. Not OP btw

Depression and other surrounding depressive periods is a hell of a drug.

The depression loop is what I call it. need energy and motivation to get out of depression which saps all the energy and motivation that you need to get out of depression which saps all the energy that you...etc.

It's much harder nowadaus because we live in a delicate special snowflake sociery of pussies which enable depression and negative thought by shitting on anyone who DARES criticize depressive behavior or people rotting away to depression. So it's much harder to motivate someone because you can be lazy on top of being depressed and say "mug depression" and thousands of tumblrites will jump at your feet to validate your hurt feelings and pamper you like a child.

This is just my opinion, though, I am jo specialist so I would suggest getting pro help if possible, otherwise I'll advise you to do the same thing I did to get out of my depression: Force yourself out of it.

In my case I had a few friends who, after a while, got tired of my shit and gave me an ultimatum otherwise they'd give up on my ass. I love these guys to death so that acted as my motivation to get better, but if you have nobody to help you, seek out help from people who CAN help you and, above all else, do what you need to do to help yourself.

There really is no other way around it. In society we are force fed the idea that you must be understanding of depression and walk on eggshells around people in depression and to an extent it's what you need to do. Being an insensitive normie piece of shit isn't the way to go, but fuck that walking on eggshells bullshit. People in depression need a kick in the ass above all else since they cannot summon any form of motivation. To find it again you must force yourself out of your boring routine and attempt anything that is new and try again and again until you find something that works.

>>35879064
Start drinking.

I suggest wine.

If you're a pussy, specifically yellow tail sangria (or sangria blanco if they have that.)

It's sweet and goes down easily like juice.

Eat some chips or spaghetti or a pizza while you drain that bottle.

You'll feel spunky, cheeky, and ready for a nap. This is when you start walking towards the Metro line train tracks.

Don't go to a station platform, trains will start slowing down. Go walk a mile to a road crossing -- you're drunk, this walk will be fun and easy.

Wait for the bells to ring and the crossing barriers to swing down -- that's your cue to play chicken with the train!!

I'm working myself up to this and hope to finally make the executive decision in my brain to accomplish this soon.

>>35879123
>>35879154
OP here.

I went to a therapist for most of late-teens life. 15-20 years old. I stopped at 20 because I thought I solved my problems. I was okay for about 1.5 years and then everything went downhill again.

My therapist helped me a lot and was kind of my friend (even though I was paying him), but you have to put in work to succeed, and that's what I usually failed at.

Like I'd go in and he'd say "so did you work on what we talked about?" and I'd usually say no 90% of the time. It took me probably a year of counseling to apply for my first job.

My motivation is probably in the lowest percentile of humans. I have an extremely hard time caring for myself.

>>35879223
>>35878987
same here, went to therapist to sort stuff out because I couldn't break out of my depression by myself anymore
What really helped me was physical activity.
I wanted to stop being a fat fuck, so my therapist kept pushing be to go to a gym.
Took me quite some time to muster the courage and motivation to do so but boy did it help.
Not only did I lose like 25 pounds but I also felt fucking great afterwards and would suddenly enjoy playing vidya or reading books again.
Worth a try imo, but probably doesnt work for everyone...

>>35879223
So then you're just a lazy piece of shit. Thabks for wasting my time.

>>35879342
Just telling the truth. I mean of course I'm fucking lazy, why else would I be in this position> Of course there's different types of laziness. The kind where a person is a someone functioning member of society, and me.

>>35879157
Thanks for the input, will keep in mind.

>>35879316
The physical activity thing seems like a good thing, yes. Thing is I'm skeletal mode so the whole "losing weight" thing doesn't work for me. But I do see other positives, in where you start enjoying life and hobbies more.

>>35879474
yeah our brains are weird that way, while lifting weights it felt like punishment and hurt at times, but afterwards I felt like a king

it didn't stop there for me btw. not too long after I got a gf, finished my degree, got a job and I just recently bought 300k worth of real estate
All that while being the laziest person I've ever met... sometimes you just gotta reach a certain momentum and then everything else comes a lot easier