>have dream where I'm walking through my city
>these 15 year old girls are checking me out
>can't quite believe it at first, but somehow I can suddenly hear what they're saying
>they're talking about how hot I am and are giggling and keep following me from a distance, daring each other to talk to me
>realize that I'm hot and have always been and suddenly remember all the girls who wanted me in jr high and high school
>it was so amazing; a sensation of pure euphoria and contentment washed over me
>I wake up
Is that all it takes? Is that really the only difference between the happy and unhappy? A sense of being desired by girls? Cause I gotta say, that was the best I've ever felt in my life, conscious or unconscious. And I want it back. But I'll never be attractive. So if that's the case, wat do? If that's not the case, then what else can I do to feel that happy?
>>35867659
go to asia originallo
>>35867659
>>realize that I'm hot and have always been and suddenly remember all the girls who wanted me in jr high and high school
Is this true? How can you say you'll never be attractive if this is true?
>>35867685
Why?
>>35867742
No it was just a sudden memory in the narrative of the dream. It does not reflect my real life jr high or high school experience.
>>35867659
15 year old girls are usually just easily attracted to older guys and older guys are more likely to make a move than people in middle and high school plus you don't see them every day
You only want what you can't have. I know guys who every girl wanted to fuck in high school and he didn't even seem to care after a couple years. It wears off. He seems really depressed now, 10 years later.
It's not easy for chads either guys.
I had a dream recently where I was back in my senior year, and my oneitis wanted me. And it turns out she had for years. More than I wanted her.
It was so beautiful. I woke up and when I came to and realized it was fake, I honestly started sobbing.