Highschool feels thread. Blame everything on your younger self.

>>35853705
The same happened here.
I made some "friends" but looking back they were all asshole losers that took themselves too seriously.
Eventually they outcasted me and ive been alone, not a single friend for over 12 years.
Ive been alone so long i forgot how to even talk to people outside of a grocery store environment

>>35853705
I know all these feels. I never did any work and never got involved in anything during HS. My standardized test scores are Ivy League material but my gpa was total garbage so I didn't get scholarship anywhere. All the normies I used to be around are now more successful and happier than me despite having worse circumstances to overcome. It's crazy how powerful apathy is.

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>wore the same ratty hoodie everyday, even during the summer
>never washed it
>could never figure out why people thought I smelled like shit all the time despite showering and brushing my teeth regularly, and otherwise wearing clean clothes

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>tfw you had a girl(female) bff in middleschool
>you two got alienated as puberty progressed
>no guys wanted to be your friends in hs since your interests were too feminine
>e.g. braiding, barbies etc.

feels bad man

Stuck on a crappy state school filled with brainlets is suffering.

I sometimes want to go back to my high school freshman year so I can fix it but it's impossible

Don't even have trivial pursuits like a girlfriend. I just want to work on a hedge fund.

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>>35853705

>tfw dropped out of hs at 13 and got my ged at 14

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>thought I was superior to everyone else for not drinking or going to parties and instead being a good boy
>thought being aloof made me better
>never went after anyone but my 5/10 oneitis because my love for her was too pure and i thought persevering would prove something

The chads and stacies in my year were really decent people too, at least from 11th grade on. They gave me a lot of chances to fit in and I missed all of them because I was too profoundly autistic.

>finally attend one party at the end of senior year
>this is actually fun, everyone's chill af, chad's a great guy
>realize I'm seeing these people for the first time and now I'll never see them again
>mfw what have I done

>>35853705
>tfw too scared to ever attend high school

>>35854542
Oh fug, you might be me. I wore the same hoodie every single day in freshman year. Nobody ever told me how disgusting it was, so I didn't stop.

>parents took me out of school at 14 to go to work to help support the family
>grandpa did same thing to dad
>have to work in Dad's shit metal shop
>never even went to highschool

Fuck traditional Mexican families

>>35854493
blame genetics, in the end is all about being born with good genes or being born autistic that makes the difference, not the social class one is born

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Tell me why I had no friends in 1995.

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>never payed attention in class
>never did homework
>teachers didn't want to deal with me anymore so they passed me

>>35855559
This happened to me in sophomore. Made me realize dudebros are the real cunts, not Chads

>>35855733
this is basically how i graduated

Failing every class

Never did homework

Didn't pay attention in high school

You're not special for having endured an hard time in hs my friend. I'm a non virgin normie and all I did in hs was draw weeb stuff in my sketch pad, be an anti social emo, fail alk my class and be the butt of the joke everywhere I went because I was too passive submissive to defend myself. At home I'd get my ass beat if it wasn't my mom getting the beating.

Believe me when I tell you that, at 17, when I dropped out and got thrown out of the house, I was a broken mess. No social experience, no hobbie aside from animu and vidya, no friends, no family aside from the uncle I moved in with and no hope for my future.

I learned everything from scratch simply because I would not give up. The will to live and succeed my own fucking life is tge only reason I'm still alive today. It might be too late for some of you, we live different lives and I'm not here to give advice on shit, but to the naysayers who like to spread the idea that people are either born failures or successful: Bullshit. Life has always and still is rigged against me in all aspects and I'm fucking killing it. I did it, it's possible. My parents used to reassure themselves in their shitty toxic life that I was gonna fail all my life. Now I live with 3 roommates in a luxurious flat that looks better than anything my parents ever had and they're fucking envious as fuck. I'm not one to base my success on material, but anything I can rub in my parent's face to remind them that everyone who kept telling me I was gonna end up in a crack house were fucking wrong. I'm happier and more successful than my dead beat family despite the odds always being against me.

>blaming on your younger self.

Any blame you can put on yourself should be blamed on your present self. Your present self is who's holding you down.

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>>35853705
>only cared about academics
>took the hardest classes and got solely As, A-s, and B+s
>did a load of extracurriculars too
>Ivy League tier test scores
>etc etc
>ended up missing out entirely on teenage life and still have constant anxiety to this day
just
i cant fathom how people manage to get top tier academics and still go to parties/have sex/etc.
it seems impossible but people pull it off somehow

>tried too hard to be edgy
>tried too hard to be cool
>didn't try hard enough in class
>didn't go off to college
>only 2 friends i had left to go to college
>haven't really talked to someone in 8 years
welp just end it now phamalam

>>35855881
Congrats anon, but surely you must understand that yours is a rare feat.

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>>35855884
What classes did you take?

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>>35857200
>all honors/AP all throughout freshman/sophomore years
>only college courses in junior/senior years, got my high school diploma at the same time as an associate in science (graduated cum laude)
plus a long ass list of extracurriculars and sports

idk if it was worth me ending up an anxious permavirgin

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>>35855559
Pretty much the sam senpai

>mfw i will never be in highschool again

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>>35857656

>all honors/AP all throughout freshman/sophomore years
>only college courses in junior/senior years, got my high school diploma at the same time as an associate in science (graduated cum laude)

This literally means nothing to me 'cause I'm not American but thanks.

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>>35857709
how does that shit work in Europe?

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>tfw high-school was my peak
>not a chad, but managed to make friends
>good grades
>decent social life
>it's been going downhill since

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>>35853705
>junior high was kind of a failure
>first day at high-school at new neighbourhood
>determined to do my best to be popular and have a satisfying experience
>walking to the gate
...
>2 girls standing (turned out to be on the same class with me)
>pass by them
>they are looking at me
>1 second later
>"pfffftttttf-WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH"
>"yo, this guy's so HOT! hahahHah"
>"i know RIGHT? my future husband WAHAHAHHAHAHAHBA"

Needless to say, my highschool experience was as shitty as my debut.

>>35857942
what the fuck
are you actually good looking or were they just total bitches?

>>35857942
What makes what they said bad?

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>implying I ever had a chance
>implying it's still not my fault
seems irrelevant to me

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>Crying in class

>>35858465
>>35858853
1. I am ugly. I was especially ugly at HS
2. They were being blatantly sarcastic