>you fap to ''that'' again
>cum and feel the sudden despair and depression and nauseating feeling
I'm fucking tired man, why can't I fap to normie porn?
>>35841273
What is that? For me it's sissy hypnosis and I can feel the effects slowly taking over my personal life but I'm powerless to stop it.
>>35841273
blacked porn...
not even joking when i say i fucking hate niggers and believe any white women who would want to fuck one deserves some acid to the face.
but i cant stop jerking off to this shit its just so fucking hot.
>>35841331
Sup. Fellow sissy hypnosis fag here. I actually recently got off of it. What helped me was I actually went out and sucked a dick and got fucked, and it pretty much turned me away from it completely. I can't watch sissy hypnosis porn anymore without being reminded of the bad feeling and taste.
>>35841331
Get off of that shit anon, I spent years getting high and jerking off to that shit, and now when I'm finally having sex, I'm so desensitized that I can barely keep myself hard or cum. It's a fucking nightmare.
>>35841273
Japanese girls drinking straight cum from a cup
>>35841442
That's normie porn dude.
>>35841341
ssdfdsfsffwwevds
>tfw caved to degeneracy once irl and I think I have mouth herpes now
The LGBT community is nothing but STDs, stay the fuck away from them.
>>35841442
>>35841331
>>35841341
That's nothing, check this outladyboy scat
>>35841273
I've grown numb to it all.
>>35841468
Yep. I had sex with 2 traps and one of them gave me gonorrhea. I wish I only fucked one so I could know who gave it to me.
>not IMMEDIATELY closing every tab and window you opened before the post-ejaculation mental clarity sets in
>>35841499
I know who did it, or rather, I don't really know the person. But you can't fucking trust anyone. At least gonnorhea is cureable, Herpes is with me till death if I do have it. But I wonder, /s/he sucked my dick (for over 15 minutes), but no herpes, we kissed for maybe 30 seconds and I might have it in my mouth.
>>35841557
oh god, I've been doing this for ages...
>>35841273
>>35841331
>>35841341
>>35841425
might as well get some variety in this thread
Unlike the general consensus of giving up strange porn/sissyporn or wanting to be normal i completely gave into it. I was like 16 or 17, my anxiety was the worst it had ever been and i was always a submissive type person so the hypno porn made me feel great mentally and physicially. (i had always been into hypnosis, mind control, been uncomfortable af and had thoughts of being female since i was little)
Staring at sissy hypno hours at a time day after day fucked with my brain hard, eventually i devloped pretty horrible dysphroria...now i'm becoming a trap and starting mones in the next few months.
If you continue to watch it and let it become a part of your life you WILL develop dysphoria. It's working out pretty well for me so far but we'll see where this goes lmao
unlike you I just deleted all my folders and erased any trace of my online activity, I feel like a free man now, from now on I'll stick with classic creeps from Facebook of girls I used to like back in highschool and normal hardcore anal porn
all these normies in this thread amuse me
if the porn you watch is legal, it's not that bad. even scat
>>35841572
That fucking sucks dude. I hope you don't have it and if you do, get some kind of treatment from a doctor. I had gonorrhea for about a week (I seriously thought it would go away on its own) before I sought treatment. It was so fucking painful. I had blood and goo oozing out of my dick. I had to wear a pad just to keep it from soiling my underpants.
>pic related
>discover I'm heavily into bdsm and bondage at age 14
>could never get off to anything else until I found it
>felt massive amounts of shame and contempt for myself
>even made goals to make myself stop
>start talking to people online about it
>grow more comfortable with it
>5 years later and I've grown to accept it as a part of me but not a massive one
>started to love myself
There's nothing wrong with you. Fetishes don't define you
>>35841273
pleb, absolute pleb
>be 20 mins ago
>have this Rudolf plushy we've had for over a decade
>remember seeing rudolf trap/ gender switch hentai
>has nice thighs
>stab hole in it's rear with knife
>stuff medical glove in it, add conditioner
>fuck it to said hentai
>gaping hole in it's ass
> can't return it downstairs with all the conditioner and cum all over it
>can't stitch its ass back up, it'l never be the same
>dads, downstairs, going to through it away later
>just want to masturbate to gilrs getting forcibly impregnated and feeling shame and horror as their bodies betray them
>okay with it
>you closet homos see one dick and cry yourselves to sleep
>>35841468
>mouth herpes
isn't that just cold sores
I think over half the world has them including me
>/pol/ as can be
>go to rallies
>Am in a white students union
>Can't stop jerking off to BBC shit
I really fucking hate myself
It could be worse
your waifu could be the sun
>>35841961
it's not unusual for racist people to be into interracialI'm like that too, plus the cuckolding aspect
>>35841753
Yikes. Yeah usually herpes isn't so bad, comes around every once in awhile. Come to think of it I probably just have mouth herpes from my grandmother kissing me when I was young, I remember this feeling at least. Never had it bad, very light herpes, and very small i think..
>>35841952
Yes, that's why I corrected myself because I prob already had it lol...it just comes around maybe once every 5 years so I forget about it
>>35841998
>>35841961
>>35841341
NEVER watch sissy hypno cuck porn
you think it's bad now? OHHAHAHAHAHA just wait
>>35841998
yeah but it doesn't help when I'm supposed to preach against interracial (which I do) and it gets me rock hard
I'm going to consoling and keep trying nofap but I keep relapsing
>>35841273
Guess I'm a normie in this aspect then, I only fap to /h/ and /e/ type of shit.
>fap to normie porn
>feel disgust
>fap while thinkgen of a cartoon horse
>feel like smiling
I'm so beyond saving that I don't even want it anymore.
>mfw redpilled on jewish control of the world and white genocide but still watch white girls getting fucked by bbc
I can't escape this perversion
>>35841557
This.
>Whacking it to shemale porn (self insert as shemale)
>Just as I'm about to cum I switch over to my other tab of straight porn where I self insert as guy fucking hot girl
All of you faggots cumming to traps and shit.
>looking at only farting or scat for months
>used to feel intense shame
>now desire a relationship were my partner is just as depraved or into it as i am
never has a thread touched my soul like this
>Feeling shame from what you fap to
Who cares?
>>35842850
My inner self
>>35842960
Yeah but why? No one else knows you're fapping to whatever degenerate shit you're looking at, so why feel bad about it?
>>35841273
>1 day into nofap
>ready to rip my dick off or have sex with a table
>literally don't know how to fall asleep without jerking
>Decided to try eating cum for first time.
>Kind of nasty but not that bad.
>Don't feel as guilt as I thought I would.
Eh, won't do it again, but wasn't as bad as I thought.
>>35842460
Same I almost only get off to scat/fart porn, but I don't care if my girlfriend likes it or not.
I would never do it with a guy, and I don't even know if I would like it in real life with a girl.
>>35843026
I can't imagine it any other way. It's so integral to my masturbation enjoyment that I wouldn't want anything else. It's to the point I'm not even against it being another boy.
> Whack it to incest more frequently than almost anything else
I don't even want to fuck any of my family. I wish I could go back to watching teen creampies without daddy getting involved.
>>35842974
If there's an afterlife I'm gonna be really
Mad
>>35843093
Post more farting skunkgirls
>>35843137
Just one more, no derailing the thread.
>raised by extremely homophobic christian parents
>always super into stereotypical blonde hair, big tits just like most kids
>playing fable in my preteen years and fucked everyone in Oakvale
>realize I got turned on fucking the dudes too
>weird.jpg
>read a few gay stories or hear gay stories on TV in the next few years and get turned on
>start to have doubts about my heterosexuality in high school
>deny the shit out of any feelings/attraction
>eventually become suicidal
>now mid 20's and wacking it to shemale porn about 75% of the time and hetero the other 25%
>realize I have an insane attraction to assholes but little attraction to vaginas
>come to accept my bisexuality
Not so bad actually.
I used to be normal. I remember when I first saw a footjob in porn and thought that was as deep as the rabbit hole went. I have a list of fetishes large enough to disgust me now.
I'm just glad I never got into scat/farting. I'm too squeamish for that.
The worst would probably be hardcore NTR, SPH, urethral sounding, hardcore drug abuse, fear itself, xenogirls, xenofutaloli girls, BLACKED, some bestiality, and lipples. that's just the start of my addiction. I have over 2000 exhentai favorites with more bookmarked (I actually downloaded a plugin to increase the amount of EH favorites), over 2000 porrn bookmarks. 158 GB hentai folder. 250 GB of JAVs and vintage porn, and god knows how many more gb of random hentai images mixed up in my poorly organized folders
>>35841475
And where can I find this?
Organoils
>>35841820
This is the equivalent of Chad telling everyone they just need to be themselves
on motherless or just google it, it'll show up
>>35843650
Not really. Fetishes really dont define you. If they do, then its obviously more than just a fetish.
>>35843814
meant to >>35843218
originalio
>be me
>Always fap to the same fantasy
>In my fantasy im with a girl that i like and then im helplessly magically transformed into a short bimbo slut that craves cock
>At first shes disgusted but then finds it amusing and laughs and takes pictures of me with her phone and humiliates me
>Then two guys approach us and im forced to submissively suck one of them off on my knees while the other guy is groping her and kissing her neck as she continues to get off looking at me in my ridiculous helpless forced situation
>Already getting a boner right now writing this
This is completely normal, right guys?
I've fapped to so much shit I don't even feel post fap guilt anymore.
It took me a long time to fully get into fapping to hard gay, but even that is nothing now, and shemale/trap porn is basically vanilla at this point.
>>35841341
don't worry man. you just have to realize the only reason people like blacked so much is because of the particular lighting they use and the fucking babes they choose to be on there. no joke, if the lighting didn't help portray the aryan goddesses features, it wouldn't be that spectacular.
>>35844560
nah i honestly don't like the /blacked/ specific porno, the amatuer and regular lighting with the color contrast is what gets it for me
so no try again
Jerking off my peepee to grills on omegle
>>35844583
I think its just because of the taboo, beautiful white woman being tainted by brute animal like creatures. Its the same appeal that orcs fucking elves has, or fat old guys fucking young traps.
>>35841331
I was about to call you a faggot but you know what? Thinking about some of the shit I get off to, I really can't judge you now, can I?
>>35841961
/pol/ summed up in one post
>>35842259
Lifehacks Deepest Lore'd
>>35841611
Are there videos that have the opposite effect? Like, instead of making you submissive and want a dick in your ass and question your gender/sexuality, are there videos that make you more aggressive, want to fuck women, and more comfortable in your sexuality?
If there aren't, I'ma make 'em. And even if there are, I'm still gonna make 'em.
>>35841341
Maybe you just really really want BBC in your little white ass?
>>35844640
Black here, I love seeing BBC or fat guys fucking traps, it's probably the hottest porn I've ever seen. Amateur porn has a certain allure. It's passionate, not the weird robotic "move out of the way so the camera can see the penetration" movements of professional porn
>>35841475
There isn't much of that, unless you count the 70-year-old men in wigs and fishnets eating their own shit.
>>35842259
10/10 fucking brilliant, would kek again m8
>>35842038
give me your best example of this
>>35844896
No, only passable ones
>>35844834
yeah there are videos that do the same fast moving hypno stuff and are said to do the reverse
i have never actually gone beyond clicking the thumbnail because i don't wanna change lol
go watch some and tell me what you think, i doubt it actually works tho.
>>35841341
>>35841467
Im black.
I gonna fuk de whitr girl.
U arous?
>want to fugg a qt girl(male)
>none where I live
>any that are don't pass at all
>realize 2d is the only way forward
>>35844601
So pretty much underage girls taking their clothes off? Don't try to make it sound tamer than it is.
>>35843093
>It's to the point I'm not even against it being another boy.
Oh.
Uh oh.
Uh oh..
Uh oh.
>>35845047
I like boys, I only meant in regards to those specific fetishes it was never something I considered until now.
>>35844928
https://www.xvideos.com/video9638478/bbc_cuck_sissy_mix_2
https://www.xvideos.com/video26393485/chastity
Let them fade into your subconscious just let it take over. Shit will fuck you. So hard to escape this shit.
don't say i didn't warn ya
>>35841273
>tfw only fap to fantasies of romantic missionary gay sex with xeno husbando
>cum and am in a better mood for hours
You guys must have your weirdness in the wrong places.
Two months of nofap cured me of all my disgusting fetishes. I used to fap to bestiality and facial abuse type shit but now just a single girl touching herself can get my dick hard
And I thought I was bad for not being able to quit threesome porn.
>>35845214
>beastiality
Do you have a pet? because I don't understand how pet owners can do this and not want to blow their brains out at the sight of their dog, if the fetish came after the acquisition of the pet
>>35845297
I never wanted to fuck dogs I wanted to watch girls fuck dogs
>>35841273
I fap to woman_swallows_mouse.webm like every other week and always feel pure shame when I do.
>jerked off to video of some girl getting assfucked by a horse
time to die
>>35845297
I like watching girls get eaten out by dogs. It's not the dogs the turn people on, it's just the act.
>>35845139
>in regards to those specific fetishes
>Going to thisvid.com and searching 'fart' on simple and advanced searching.clicking the 'male farting' categoryUh oh.
>>35845139
U domb anime postimg homosexuwoal
>>35845518
Why Uh oh?
>>35845593
>Why Uh oh?
Oh uh..
Uh oh.
>>35843194
footjobs are great though
>>35845686
I still like them. I was just saying that when I was first getting into porn I thought footjobs were as "extreme" as I would get. Anyone who says pornography isn't a slippery slope is lying
>fap to "that"
>overwhelmed by feelings of dread, paranoia and shame
>overwhelmed by anxiety constantly because of it
>But i love it so much, cant stop, wont stop, its in my blood, my DNA, I AM "that"
>start taking Benzos
>suddenly my sense of fear and moral conscience is gone
>care free fapping
>dont give a shit about the world or myself
>accept my messed up fetish
>now no more anxiety
>live life normally
>feel like a normal person
>love myself again
>>35845686
Not as great as sockjobs.
>>35845746
Hopefully it's not anything illegal and hopefully you don't move on to anything illegal.
>>35845712
>Anyone who says pornography isn't a slippery slope is lying
This depends heavily on the person, I have been fapping to feet has been a decade now, already saw some other heavier stuff, but them didn't interrested me as much as feet. Maybe bc I try to control myself and don't fap too much
>>35845842
But maybe I'm a fucking degenerated normie
>>35841716
This they will never know know true dispare and fear
>fapped to bestiality again and didn't give a fuck this time around
I'm becoming conditioned :) glorious day
On the similar thread of weird fapping, I'm going through a weird phase right now
>In high school
>already fapped once to twice a day to weird shit (shemale, trap, futa, hentai, etc.)
>People obviously don't know this
>make a flirtatious joke towards female acquaintance
>She laughs at it, but not in the "omg what an ugly person", but like "omg what a beta"
>She already has a boyfriend from a different school, but what I've seen is that he's my age, about same height, similar hair, but more degenerate.
>So my brain decided, "Hey, You have a chance (nearly 0, mind you) to fuck her."
>leads to me masturbating to two pics of her on fb with her friends.
>Today I tried to masturbate to a video of her playing softball.
>Her voice in the video gave me anxiety
>I now feel like shit for being a beta cuck, a pervert, and an orbiter.
I would've an hero'd by now, but I do well enough in school to have a "bright future" and my parents refuse to own a gun.
>the fantasy of me rubbing my ex's buckets of fresh bukakke all over myself as he holds me in his fuzzy bear arms
I fap to ssbbw rubbing their bellies and stuffing themselves
>>35846940
>ss
Nazis?
>>35846863
What's wrong with jerking off to a hot friend? Literally everybody has done this.
>>35847000
I don't know. She barely talks to me. We never hang out. I talk once or twice a week. Today she kept looking at me. We made eye contact a few times. Everytime, she had a neutral face on. My brain is trying to find meaning in this and it's being fused with my masturbation. The pics aren't even good or revealing at all. The video is just her running in full softball gear. It just doesn't sit right in my head.
P.S. Checked those trips.
>>35847105
Sounds like its all just in your head then.
I've gone full circle twice already.
Went from normie porn, to basic fetish shit (like bdsm, interracial, etc.), to 4chan tier fucked up shit (like sissy, beast, etc), then back to normie porn.
Basically I went full circle and fapped to weird shit for so long I found normal porn kinky again. And this happened twice, and I'm on my 3rd round in the basic fetish tier again.
>>35847105
Not the other anon but when I was in high school maybe until I was like 20 I fapped to loads of fb pics of girls I liked. Honestly I wouldn't do that now, but I think being cramped in school with a bunch of young girls and not getting any causes you to do some weird shit. I wouldn't feel guilty anon, it just means you're a man.
You have no fucking clue how far I went when I was younger
Only a few here have gone this far, and only a few remain to discuss it in its heyday
>>35847105
I've done what you've done many times. Don't worry about it man. Like other anon said, everyone has done it, it's nothing to be ashamed about, and besides, wanting what you can't have is also perfectly normal thinking. There's much weirder shit you could be jerking off to(like furry cock vore or something,) a hot friend in athletic gear isn't one of them and nothing to be ashamed about.
A friend of mine and I used to RP situations in which she'd be taken prisoner and have her limbs amputated and be kept as a pleasure sleeve/abuse toy for the sole purpose of our mutual masturbation,and that's not even the wackiest shit -she- would fap to.
>Fap to increasingly strange things.
>Everythings bright and sunny in my tissue filled world.
>Suddenly one day.
>Make it with a real girl.
>Get into bed, hearts beating so fast.
>Give a battle cry to my boner to rally it to action...
>Nothing.
>My penis has forsaken me.
>Embarrassed myself in front of girl.
>Libedo has been dead ever since.
My whole world died with my penis that day.
>>35847640
same except i got genital warts.
>fap to messed up shit
>still dont even want to fap to BBC porn
heh...better luck next time Mr.shekelstein
>>35847731
I think you have to be gay or something to like BBC fuck stuff. Having a massive black man with a giant penis taking up most of the action ruins it. Not to mention the white woman is usually only mildly attractive.
>>35847640
How do I cure it?? I have embarrassed myself in front of like 5 girls from not being able to Preform. I saw a Dr got tested and he's like "you're just gay or into kinkier shit or have 0 self esteem" then he gave me cialis which just makes you clammy.
Viagra works but I just want to want to fuck instead of jerking it all the time.
>>35841273
My big butt asian coworker.
>>35847978
this anon, i dont get how so many white "men" actually watch that shit, i dont even watch BM_F i just find niggers gross, although i occasionally beat it to a nigress
>>35845173
sorry mang i don't see it. i could out fuck any one of those moolinyans
>>35841820
Lol this happened to me with porn in general when I first found it. I was like 10 or 11 and found out about internet porn and would feel super guilty about watching it and masturbating to it
>>35841331
Yeah another sissy fag here. I fucking hate myself every time I jerk to it. Most of the time I can control it to looking at some hot pics of a regular girl and coming up the story in my head of how I became her but sometimes I fall deep down the rabbit hole to shit like heavy bondage, rape and castration. And that's when I really want to kill myself. I'm hoping one day I just find it disgusting and give it up. I'm trying to limit myself just to pictures of girls so I'm not seeing any of the sissy visuals that hook me.
>someone please murder me
Post your "that" if you can
For me it's gotta be this. The extreme sensory deprivation, helplessness, and despair never fail to do it for me.
https://exhentai.org/g/960805/b39b6880b3/
I've masturbated to so much alternative porn that "normal" pornography feels exotic to me now. How concerning.
>>35848987
https://exhentai.org/g/438612/89ba159999/
Oh how far I have fallen.
>>35849137
The arts kinda shit but the face pillory and sissyfication is pretty good
Try having a diaper humiliation fetish anon. I literally have my gf babytalk to me to get off.
Fucklife.jpg
>>35845477
>jerked off to video of some guy getting assfucked by a horse
am I ok?
>>35841273
there is no such thing as normie porn. all porn makes you feel like crap. stop it.
>>35850850
uhh no m8 loli guro scat gfur and all assortment of shit /d/ is into is not normie
>>35850044
is it the one where the guy dies?
>>35842259
>not closing your eyes
haha pervert!
Fap only to feet now, after too much years of vanilla porn and getting old and lonely, so developping fetishes naturally.
Feels amazing.
Pussy is disgusting, that's why you feel bad, even more if there is a nigger cock involved.
>>35847731
>be fagfag
>browsing porn
>utter the words "fuck off with the niggers" while trying to find shit to cum to
i fap to a lot of things. dark skin just turns me off. something about a black dick just looks like a turd, and im not into scat.
>>35841716
This. Even after you give it up for good, you can never take back the sinful apple.
>>35851213
Got a story, Iad?
>>35851273
Got a warrant, officer?