Someone added me yesterday and wanted to help me out on discord through my suicidal episode.
But they blocked me today for some reason. Is there something I could've done to them?
i dont know what i really did to them
it feels sort of like it was a setup, like they wanted me to feel worse
I got removed like a piece of fruit.
nobody treats me like im a person these days
you had too many feelings, don't be too overbearing
>>35817928
I wasn't overbearing
i didnt want to trouble them.
my head is starting to hurt again
maybe its because i need to cry
i just wanted to be friends
its not fair i wanted another friend
>>35818089
>i just wanted to be friends
>its not fair i wanted another friend
how old are you?
i havent had a friend in forever
not since last year
when that one person left me.
it feels like yesterday still
I wanted to be mr bubbles friend but he probably hates me now
>>35818177
Man you still have a chance, just go find something you like and meet people there
>>35818276
nobody can replace mr bubbles though
it doesnt work like that
that fucking pill makes me feel worse on top of this too
its doing something to my insides. its not fair i want mr bubbles back
it hurts so much
>>35818327
Don't worry man, it was last year, he's not nice if he left you in the first place
it was all a setup
just like it was one year ago.
im not even a human to them.
I've done this many times, its not personal, they most likely had no intention to help. Mainly i would play Xbox with people online when my friends weren't on and then block them next morning because i was using them because i was bored. Don't take it personal.
>>35818177
Its different for everyone but i have not had a friend in 3 years since my only friend moved away. i goto school online so i don't meet anyone that way. I'm just fine, may just be me though.
Noone wants to continue being the good samaritan when they already got the high from it.
>>35818619
im not sure what thats supposed to mean
but its probably a big fuck you to me
my friend is gone.
thats another potential friend gone. it doesnt matter how many there are it matters about each one. i wanted to be friends its not fair now i cant forget.
its like theyre inside my head laughing at me every second
They might've just realized that they don't have the willpower for it.
If you need someone to vent to or share some random anime pictures at any time with, I'd be happy to add ya. Probably won't be able to offer much advice beyond a "ganbare!!!!" though.
Everyone needs at least one person they can express themselves as much as possible to. I've come to realize this in the past month or so.
Going to bed in a bit though.
>>35818776
can we share anime images?
please
my discord is Rem#1843
>>35818812
Sent!
You seem to be offline/not accepting messages from non-friends though...
Just say hi whenever you're ready. I don't bite.
(and if I go to bed before you say something, I'll just say hi tomorrow or something)
You still there, Rem?
>>35819581
yeah sorry
I went out to the store
>>35819771
Yo, Rem, can i add ya?