> be me 25 old virgin
> date a below average looking chubby girl once
> stayed up all night a week later being a piece of shit, crying with emotional soundtracks and shit
> 5am
> tell her I can't really deal with bonding and shit so fuck all of this
> she asks if I'm really sure and if I'd like to visit her again now
> waitwhatisshereallyimplyingwhatholyshit.jpg
At this point I thought....."fuck it. Maybe getting this stigma of my chest will help"
> achievement "Get in there, boy" unlocked
> epic one time achievement "Don't fuck up your first time" unlocked
> come home
> realize nothings changed, even that weight just renamed itself
> 3 weeks later
> depression even worse than before
So some advice I guess. Don't expect losing your virginity will solve anything. The question now.
What do?`My self-hatred slowly consumes me. And recently it got worse every week
>>35815108
Go see a psychologist? I have no fucking idea, man.
Snort ketamine for 2 weeks and you should be better senpai
Unironically
> achievement "Get in there, boy" unlocked
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>>35815108
Start working out and eating right.
GET OUT NORMIEEE SCUM REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
lol this comment is actually not original
>>35815108
>Homestuck
SUICIDE IS A L W A Y S AN OPTION
For real though, I'm a virgin but it's occurred to me that maybe losing it won't actually help me, so I'm trying to find fulfillment through other means.
I want to be a filmmaker and find purpose through that, but that doesn't help much when I rarely (if ever) pick up a camera and actually fucking shoot anything.
>>35816593
It's never too late to turn your life around. people don't care what age you were when you achieved what you wanted
>>35815108
>epic achievement unlocked
Please kys