I want to get raped by a superior woman, I'm a fucking subhuman

>tfw no gf to beat the shit out of me and rape me and then cuddle and say nice things while I hold back tears

>>35790678
>I want
>Rape
Open a dictionary

I lost my virginity to rape. High School.
I'm a male.

Sex is just weird to me now and I can never think of it differently than the feelings I had that day.

>>35791060
Pretty jealous honestly

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>>35791060
First relation is the blueprint on how you see all sex.
Any sex related imprint/trauma is removed with the same method.

1- Absolute celibate for 3-4 months.
2- Have sex to/with whatever you want to be attracted from now on.

That's it. If you wanna stop being gay, or stop liking little girls, or begin liking little girls or whatever else this is the method by which you change your sexual preferences.

Endorsed by Timothy Leary, PhD!

>>35791163
But what if I'm a virgin that's never come close?

>>35791093
You're right lol.
I won't bitch about it but trust it was kinda not what I expected. She went around the school afterwards spreading that we fucked.

It was all a game then--some status play.

>>35791163
I don't think I had sex after for a long time but I still don't feel very great about the whole thing.

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>>35790814
I just want a girl who will beat the shit out of me and hurt me during sex but then cuddle and tell me how important I am to her afterwards but I can't even get a normal gf so it's not like I'll ever find one that will do this either

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I agree 100% Op exactly this

I'm so much of a beta loser that literally the only type of relationship I can imagine myself in is one where I'm a physical/emotional punching bag

Turning it around into a fetish helps me cope with it

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>>35791204
>>35791246
I don't know where the fuck was the non-ascii text but this is going to get posted.