Does anyone else feel lost in time and space? Everything seems unreal, it's like a dream I can never wake up from.
>>35790029
God that sounds so preferable to my current state
>>35790029
A sort of detachment. Like I'm made up from different material than everything around me.
I'm starting to disbelieve my own memories are even real.
>>35790149
How to attain this mode pls tell
Ever since I was little I would think like "wtf why am I here life makes no sense it's illogical"
I'm pretty sure it's all a simulation/
Yes, I take antispcyhotics.
>>35790232
LSD.
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>>35790029
Yes, but only for short periods of time, most commonly late at night. Waking up after sleep seems to ground me for some reason.
>>35790029
Used to get this all the time when I was a child, would look around at my surroundings and feel dissociated, unable to process that I was alive and interacting with the world.
Was pretty disturbing desu. Don't really get it that much any more but I've been in a pretty much non stop state of anhedonia for the past 5 years so I don't really experience much.
Personally, I think it's the correct way to look at the world. The physical, material world is unreal. It's completely souluble and meaningless. The world we inhabit in our minds and conciousness is real, everything we experience physically is just a distraction.
>>35790029
nothing is real, you can't prove it
and that's okay
>>35790232
I've made a lot of mistakes, and wasted so many advantages and opportunities, that this drastic change in life over the course of time, a future so much different than how I always imagined it, just doesn't make sense to my mind, and it starts trying to detache, rid itself from this seemingly unreal reality, in search of a new one. One which makes more sense.
Needless to say, this isn't possible, and this limbo-ish state of mind is a result.
>>35790295
>I always inject my lsd through a bong
>>35790029
yeah, i kinda want to just leave everything behind and travel around aimlessly
>>35790029
I am aware of every part of my body
even my brain
i wish to move it but can't