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That blank expression on my face when I concede defeat and accept that I'm likely to become another Elliott Rodger
I no longer have the feeling that I can do something great and turn it all around.
I no longer feel like theres an effective way to plot the downfall of my enemies
I am humbly disappointing and accept that my life just sucks.
I'm not a black horse or a prodigy of any sort. I have no exceptional talents, I haven't been gifted with fantastic genetics. I have very poor social skills.
I'm not an evil genius either. I dont have a smug look on my face anymore. I'm coming to terms that I am just a total lost cause.
I don't intend to kill anyone. I had a great plan to try and ruin the lives of my enemies with pure stealth without committing any act of violence. It's never been done before, probably never thought of. Its a really powerful idea, but for one person It would be significantly hard to do without serious commitment, though incredibly effective I am certain.
But why bother? It's not going to fix my life. It wont do my any good. It would just take me back to thinking I'm a smug evil genius, which is a delusion. I'm actually just a sad lonely failure, and it's really disappointing as I always thought I was a decent person and I always thought I would make a great dad one day. Now I don't think I'll ever have my own child. Trying to get back at the people who I feel caused my life to crash so hard would not fix any of my problems, because deep down I don't hate them. I like them and that's why I'm angry at them. For this reason I don't want to harm any of them, but I really just want my life to turn around. I am at the point where I dont think it will ever happen.
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>he wants to become another Elliot Rodger
at least aspire to be a murderer who somewhat accomplished his goals
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>>35785132
by likely to become elliott rodger I mean I already am, and was referring to committing terrible crimes which i reconsidered half way through writing this. I know i would actually never do anything like that.
soon i imagine i will probably flee the country and live as a vagabond until my money runs out or i get into trouble, at which point i will swallow a cyanide pill
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>>35785132
I think you committing suicide would be a great solution, no one wants to deal with your insecurities and ego and nobody wants to die for it either, ending your life is a peaceful and humble approach that all humans would appreciate
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>>35785173
im not going to murder anyone
i just accept defeat and that my life has failed
>>35785200
i agree
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zx4Hjq6KwO0
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>>35785231
No, kill people you faggot. Kill as many as you can. Make a plan. Learn how to make bombs.
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>>35785316
amature villainry tbqh
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>>35785351
>supervillain tier antics
>amateur
desu
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>>35785440
more like jihad retard tactics.
this wouldnt just be stupid, but would also damage the image of the right wing because ill go down as a "right wing extremist" because i support ukip
not doing it anyway
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>>35785551
Poison the water supply. DO SOMETHING!
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>>35785610
thats a smarter idea, but im still not doing anything. read my op, i dont want to harm anyone it isnt going to make me happy.
i hate the people i do only because deep down i actually like them, but i feel they betrayed me/isolated me from their groups. its not them the problem its me. if i kill anyone its myself
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>>35785704
Do it then already why are you here?
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>>35785896
i dont want the suicide attention, even when im dead anyway. and i dont want my family to be upset.
before i did anyway i would probably flee the country and live off my savings until it runs out, or i get into trouble. then i take the cyanide pill
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>>35785940
Row a boat to north sentinel island and bring a shield so you can block their primitive arrows and a battle ax. Get really drunk and then try to kill them all. Maybe bring some other guys too.
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