>1989
>be a 4th grader
>new kid enters the class
>bully him severely for some reason for the entire school year, idk why
>always felt bad about that
>send him a Friend Request on Facebook so that I can message him and apologize
>he denies the request
>>35765454
It was probably something on the other side:
>be avg ugly shy kid
>do not try to fight with anybody, all I want is just finish school
>some faggot from 4th grade is bullying me into stratosphere
>he destroyed any sign of confidence that was left
>I did not know how to handle it so I went cocoon mode and wasted my whole youth, while other kids were socializing and learning how to live and act, while they had first relationship and gaining experience all I had was my dark room.
>regret with every year is worse
>after several years my formal bully invited me on jewbook out of his ass
>fucking normie shit with no diginity
I was an asshole to this cringey awkward kid in high school. He detached himself from his family after high school and became a gay furry. I always wanted to apologize for being a jerk though.
>>35765454
You just wanted to apologise so you'd feel better. You were selfish then, and you are selfish now
He did the right thing denying your friend request
>>35766718
Apologizing wouldn't make me feel better if I didn't feel genuine regret, though. It's not as though I feel remorse for every cruel thing I've ever done in the past. Some I'm indifferent to, some I am proud of.
>>35765454
Fucking good, that bullying that you "always felt bad about" has very likely had a profound effect on his life, you're an asshole.