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>Come from Eastern Europe
>parents are devorced
>be 16 at the time
>really emotional
>everybody hates you at school and bullies you
>Get bad grades
>move to Germany to live with your mother
>get even worse
>Have a Step father with anger and drinking problems
>feel like shit all the time because of him
>be forced to live with him for 2 years
>No friends due to poor german skills and too afraid to make any
>only friends are online and they aways make fun of you in a way
>you never get a girlfriend and it doesnt matter how hard you try
>try and perfect your German
>fail
>try to be good at school
>fail
>try to apply for another school because you cant stay in the school you are right now
>get rejected 4 times due to horrible grades
>you try to perfect you german skills but you aways fail no matter what you try
>feel so fucken hopeless and depressed lately
I almost tried to kill myself like five minutes ago in the bathroom with a knot until the whole fear part kicked in. Then i cried my fucken eyes off. I feel like a fucken failure because i cant even get my god damn fucken life straight. Sorry Anons i just dont know what the fuck i am even doing with my life. I need to talk with somebody but i dont really have anyone. I should have died on that fucken Plane.
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How old are you now?
If you're below the age of 24 then you got some time to turn your life around
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>>35759752
Im not a psychologist so I don't really know what to say to help you.
In my experience its a waste of time any way. People like you are either so fucked beyond repair, that there is no helping them.
Ideally, I would hope you find happiness in this life but if not then no one can really stop you if you want to end it all. Its your life, so you get to decide what you want to do with it.
Bumping with some tech nostalgia
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Maybe you could find someone from your country? I can't imagine you are the only one.
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>>35759752
>I should have died on that fucken Plane.
Masketta man?
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in seriousness, you should tell your mother that you are not happy in germany, is better than killing yourself
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>>35759752
It's OK anon. I'm not some normie telling you not to kys - that struggle is your burden.
However, for what it's worth, know that your story has touched me. Your failures are meaningless to me, I don't think you're worthless, and I don't judge you, explicitly or otherwise. I respect you as my fellow robot.
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>>35759752
Just fuck off the radar and become a criminal
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