post your mental illness(es) here lads everything is staged and

>>35753554
I have to come up with increasingly convoluted reasons to justify doing anything

>>35753574
kak. yeah i finally stopped doing that a few months ago. feels pretty good, and by that i mean it feels like nothing because i can't feel anything, except for regret and sadness (though rarely). i just feel like i have abandoned myself internally and i don't think there's any way of coming back to the surface. i'm just not there anymore. i'm literally just waiting to kill myself.

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im stuck im time its like im waiting for the apocalypse to happen or for a burglar to come and shiv me

>>35753554
Schizoaffective disorder (basically schizo with mania episodes and depression episodes, currently in the latter), anxiety, and my ex says I have borderline personality disorder. I haven't felt actually connected to anybody except my ex since I was about ten.

>>35753554
Depression
Binge eating disorder/bulimia

They feed one another. I eat because I am depressed, and depressed because I eat
>inb4 food addiction isn't real