I thought I was improving. 10 months ago I was working out everyday,

>>35751358
Were you using drugs/alcohol?

>>35751390
yeah at first it was casual now I think I'm in alcoholic.

>>35751358
How did you hook up with the sluts?

Are you really attractive?

>>35751358
How did you hook up with the sluts?

Are you really attractive?

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>>35751398
Are you drinking to have fun or be social? Or to escape? And no drugs?

>>35751430
>>35751419
uhh not really, I'm pretty average dude, pretty chubby. It kind of just happens, I dance, make some dumb jokes just try not to act retarded. It works for mildly attractive sluts.
>>35751456
I drink to escape. I would probably do more drugs if I had a dealer. I do dabble in drugs like benadryl and cough syrup shit. I kind of do whatever I can just so Im not sober

>>35751488
I'd call that 'depression' aka a funk that you can't just step out of.
I always found it just took one little thing to start me on my way to getting the motivation back.
I realized I probably have no good advice actually but I know the feel. I just recently found a bit of motivation after two years of funk. Cutting back on alcohol/drugs helped a bit.

>>35751358
A year ago i couldn't wait to start my first real job on medical equipment where I would eventually set up a data/stata department. Now I'm depressed (well more so than before), actually suicidal, and getting dumber. Oh and my hair thinned oncrediblt fast pver the past year. All those thoughts of death can't be all that healthy.