Who here /schizoid/? >Have no desire for interpersonal relationships

then that is selfish on their part. keep saying no whenever they ask that shit

>>35741450
I am the ultimate. I think.

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>>35741450
Hello my fellow schizoidbot. I wish it wasn't this way to be honest. As stupid as normies are, I almost envy them because this existence is no way to live.

>sitting in bed at night
>think over my life, accomplishments, etc.
>remember that I have total disdain for everyone and everything around me, zero friends (on purpose lmao), and despise every aspect of my life as it stands
>from how normies react to me I know that I have a completely cold and unlikeable personality, along with being ugly and acting slightly autistic
>realize logically I'm a total loser by any possible standard and that any person who was like me and wasn't schizoid would be crying their eyes out right now
>try to cry just so i can feel something again, even though it would be negative emotions any emotion at all would be a temporary relief from this hell
>can't because schizoid
>just lie there feeling nothing

Also, don't you hate it when you're walking around and normies see your blank soulless eyes and think you're "depressed" and try to comfort you? But it just makes you uncomfortable because there's actually nothing there on the inside to feel bad/good to begin with?

>>35742242
>despise every aspect of my life as it stands

But why? I don't think having interpersonal relationships is necessary for there to be any purpose in one's life. That's entirely an existential thing. Even if you were more socially involved, why would you necessarily feel like you have any more reason to be alive? Even people who have "normal" social relationships struggle to find purpose.

Objectively, I don't think there's any reason to live. But I do enjoy my hobbies. I guess I'm complacent with that.

Not sure if schizoid but have high tolerance for solitude and function best and am most creative when allowed to be alone for long periods of time with my thoughts/internet

All your points resonate with me though OP.

>>35741450
Do you enjoy doing things? This sounds like me except I don't enjoy anything when I'm alone I just kind of exist.

>>35742564
>Do you enjoy doing things?

I do. I just don't enjoy anything socially involved.

As far as I know, being a schizoid doesn't mean you're also emotionally blunted or unable to experience any degree of stimulation. If that were the case, you'd be more along the lines of a literal psychopath.

>>35742242
>don't you hate it when you're walking around and normies see your blank soulless eyes and think you're "depressed" and try to comfort you
I wear sunglasses 28/9.

No

>>35741450
Your family doesn't want you to be happy.
They want you to be successful.

Every one of them has a significant genetic stake on you (50% for parents, 25% for grandparents, etc...).
Even more when you consider the resources they've already sunk into raising you.
Evolutionarily, it makes sense for them to pester the fuck of you to get a family.

This is why they're trying to involve you in things and start your own family,
they want you to be successful socially (because your success is theirs to an extent genetically)

>>35741450
I feel the same way anon, I like this state very much though

I try to have some friends and go to some house parties / drink a beer with them occasionally, but mostly because I don't want to feel regret 15 years from now and because bad things happen when you're totally isolated, interaction just wears me out

mom has not started asking me about gf / family yet, I dread the day when that starts to happen, since she has not brushed the topic forever and left me to my devices mostly the amount of expectation in that first question is going to kill me