/ugly/
talk about ugly feels ITT. talk about how you can't make eye contact with your own reflection.
>imagine myself from a third person perspective kissing, fucking, doing anything sexual
>mfw realizing how god damn gross of a person I am
>>35727272
literally everyone does this orogigihahah
>>35727272
>go to bathroom
>see my reflection in mirror as i walk out
>get depressed because no matter what i do, because of bad genes i will always be ugly
>feel a deep and piercing pain that i casually swipe aside to deal with again the next day and go indulge in escapism to forget about my miserable life for a few more hours
>walk outside
>massive greasy forehead reflects sunlight and blinds passerbys
>extremely rare time when i feel good about life
>look in mirror accidentally
>reminded of reality
>instant depression
>>35727319
>>35727413
take down all your mirrors
your life will improve
>>35727272
>ugly as fuck
>completley stopped caring about appearance
>quit shaving
>now have full mustache and neckbeard with the rest slowly filling in as well
>going to just let it go til I get a wizard beard
>actually looking better somehow
the trick is to stop caring
>no one will ever find you attractive
>even if you ever got a gf she would just be settling
>back in highschool
>see kid uglier than me
>he's also legit autistic
>he has a gf and i dont
>he talks to me once and said i was ugly
;_;
>>35728170
That shouldn't have made me laugh. My apologies anon.
>>35727272
want to fuck?
>tfw ugly and it's only made worse by the fact that I'm obese
>tfw think I'm starting to bald at 21
> Avoid mirrors all day as best I can
> Accidentally see my shadow at an angle
> The silhouette of my putrid features
> Drooping, bulbous nose
> recessed chin and jaw
> tfw I have to avert eye contact with normies along with own my shadows
>20
>still have acne
>already did two cycles of accutane and can't do anymore without possible liver damage or crohn's
>>35727272
>Put myself in the opposite sex's shoes
>Consider how hideous a female would have to be for me to be within their realm of possibility
>Remember even they can score better than me
>new tab
>order helium
My face is scarred from a terrible event when I was a teenager. My life has been ruined since then.
Its like pic related but not as long. I'm a fucking freak and its impossible to get used to
>>35729374
oh come on that's a bad fuckin ass scar
>>35729374
i can understand why you'd be insecure, but you yourself still look good
it's more repulsive being a fucking slob like me, i bet some qt took your picture too
>>35729416
>>35729439
That's not a picture of him.
>tfw seriously considering spending half my savings on plastic surgery overseas
My main concern here is I'm not 100% on what will fix my issues
>>35729455
Yeah he actually pulls it off because his face is chad tier, imagine a scar like that on a robot.
>>35729466
Its all I think about, I was so deperate I begged a plastic surgeon to help me and they wouldn't. Yet...they will do endless jobs for stacies. My disfigurement isn't even classified as medical problem and insurance won't cover it even though its ruined my life more than most real diseases!
>tfw pectus excavatum
>tfw completely controls my life, half of the reason i can never take my clothes off in front of a human bean
>tfw not in the financial position for 100% cosmetic surgery, and if i had an operation it would bring more attention to my deformity
iw2d
Tfw well receeded hairline at 20, why even live
>>35729374
are you that posted before on fit? if youre the same guy you look better than me and i dont have scars