>painfully horny in bed tonight
>decided to give in to the cocklust
>met up with guy on grindr
>got over there and we started kissing and shit
>felt amazing reaching down and feeling his cock getting hard through his sweatpants
>we moved to the bed and had a perfect cuddle/makeout, both hard and jerking each other off
>he motions for me to go down on him
>i do
>it was nice for the first few seconds, licking his cock for the first time etc
>got really boring after the first minute
>started wishing this was over and feeling bored
>his cock was massive and I couldnt even deepthroat like I had been practising on my dildo
>finally get to stop sucking him off
>he starts sucking me off and I couldnt even get hard fully for this
>felt like a vacuum on my dick
>he eventually gets round to the good part
>finally i can be fucked like in all my sissy fantasies
>he lubes up and shoves it in
>it was so fucking painful i had to ask him to stop
>i tell him to try again but slower
>it didnt hurt but felt uncomfortable as fuck and not at all how I was expecting
>again had to ask him to stop
>at that point i completely lost the vibe and just bailed
>still reliving that moment and wondering if it would have gotten better if I let him keep going
>im now hornier than I was before
F-first times are meant to be bad... right? Am I too far gone socially to enjoy sex (anxiety, loner, etc)? Only my dildo seems to get me off.
>>35724652
>be gay
>be able to go into grindr and find a person to fuck immediately
>act like they have it hard
REEEEEEEEEEEE YOU FAGGOTS ARE WORSE THAN WOMEN GET OUT YOU NORMAL FAAAAAGGGGOOOOTTTT!!!!!
>>35724652
kys faggot freak
http://www.traditioninaction.org/HotTopics/a02rStatistcs.html
>>35725177
nice meme you dumb catholic fuck. at least pick a group whose site doesn't look like geocities. no wonder you're probably a lonely as fuck.
MAYBE when you think you want to get fucked like a sissy what you really want to do is fuck somebody else like a sissy
>>35724652
don't worry anon, there's always next time. The first times are always the worst
>meet guy on other board
>we're both virgins and share many fetishes
>we agree to meet up
>lewd talk and pic share all week
>day rolls around
>a few hours before we're supposed to meet
>messages me saying he has a close family member in icu and can't make it
>disappointed but things happen
Is he telling the truth or did he get cold feet, i can't tell.
>>35725431
why not just wait a week or so, or even a few days and text him again to see if he wants to meet up again.
>>35725382
I wish I just fapped and went to bed. "Life is too short" is a terrible meme to follow. I'm pretty sure his dick was just too big for me. I didnt even think that could be a problem.
>>35725360
No I'm pretty sure I like the idea of being fucked. I own a dildo and get off while using it and really enjoy how it feels. Maybe I would fuck a sissy but still the thought of being sexy and desirable to someone so much that they get rock hard and want to fuck me turns me on a lot.
>>35725038
It took me weeks of waiting. Grindr is mostly 40-50r old perverts wanting to fuck you while their wives are away.
>>35725481
Messaged him already asking if everything was okay. He hasn't seen it.
>>35724652
You fingered and rimmed before right? No human just takes large cocks up their ass without pain by not stretching first.
>>35726652
Any old men wanna send a cubby cute boy bitcoin.
>meet gays online
>bait them into riding with me in my van out into the desert
>Kill them and dissolve the bodies in acid and bury everything
>repeat cycle doing my part to save western civlization
>>35724652
I took it in the butt once and couldn't stop thinking about it for months. Your only option is to go back and finish the deed.