>Yesterday
>Feeling really bad
>Punching myself
>Slinging insults toward myself
>Crying and considering suicide
>Listening to Hanatarash in bed
>Fall to sleep
>Have one of the longest dreams ever, gorey, terrifying nightmare
>Wake up
>Most productive and focused I've ever been all day long
What the fuck happened?
>>35724420
You just got bitch slapped by your subconscious
>>35724420
I used to think that the day would never come
that my life would depend on the morning sun
>>35724503
Thought this was from a poem or something but it's an 80s pop song, huh.
>>35724420
>>Listening to Hanatarash in bed
>not on the fucking floor
Pleb alert
>>35725208
was listening to it, thought it was kind of appropriate to OP's story
>>35724449
Now this one made my day. Thanks
>>35725288
Yes, it is pretty appropriate, the new day seemingly saved my life
>>35725531
also, the pic was made by a painter right before he died, he was delirious and in tremendous pain from tuberculosis