>tfw you never had autism, people just disliked you

>>35704437
Some people thinks that you're an autist or an idiot for being kind.

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>>35704437
no, was diagnosed with aspergers
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>>35704502
well that's just innocent adolescence, got over it eventually?

>>35704520
really? I never was diagnosed, my parents feared they'd stuff me with all sorts of pills

>>35704437
I don't think I have autism or aspergers or whatever. I think I'm just bad at being social because I literally have no one to talk to.

>>35704561
>well that's just innocent adolescence, got over it eventually?
You mean me or the ones that thought I was an autitst for trying to be kind?

>>35704669
you. I was like that but gradually cared less

>>35704437

id bet most robots dont have autism

i fucked a girl with diagnosed autism and i could tell 100% she was autistic as fuck. didnt understand tone, questioned facial expressions, talked to me using extremely literal sentences


most robots are depressed

>>35704699
Well, it doesn't bothers me, really. It's just that I find kind of weird how people woul think there's something wrong with you for being nice.

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>>35704437
This has always been me.

Since elementary school I was socially disconnected from my peers and unable to relate to them to such an extent that they had me evaluated by the school (((psychologist))). They never diagnosed me with Autism or Asperger's and my disconnection continued.

Now I just feel as if I am invisible to others unless I make my presence overtly known. Even when I am within a group of people who seem to tolerate me, I am wholly left out of group conversation and ignored. Any attempt I make to socialize and make my presence felt in such a group is met swiftly and dismissively with a one or two sentence reply.

It is to the point where I feel as if I have neither true friends nor people who I am comfortable opening up to. This certainly leaves a GF out of the picture. As of late, I have combated this isolation with a certain kind of stoicism coupled with the realization that not everybody is meant to lead socially involved lives. This is why it boils my blood to hear normies say "human beings are social animals."

TL;DR: Been lonely and disconnected my whole life to the extent that I feel invisible and am slowly starting to accept and even enjoy the inevitability of loneliness.

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>>35704520
>I act weried at school and have a super high verbal IQ at age 9
>school psych thinks I have ass bergers and mom prints out a fuck ton of info on it
>try hard ass fuck not to spill my spaghetti and be such a weirdo from then on

>>35704609
you an only child too?

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>>35704437
i was just socially awkward in general, I assumed that's how most are here. If I were diagnosed, i'd probably be labelled autistic, but my parents didn't want them stuffing me with drugs

>>35704437
>try to fit in
>people think you're mocking them
>try not to fit in
>people think you look down on them

iktf

it never ends, some of them just take pleasure in leaving you out of their "fun"

>>35705581
Don't worry, Anon. I love you and I'll never leave you.

>>35705715
uh, you too i guess

Yeah. There's probably something wrong with me but I'm confident it's not autism. I'm just weird

>>35705738
HE WAS JUST BEING NICE AND LOVING YOU YOU UNGRATEFUL PERSON

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>>35705764
I didn't know what to say you person

>>35704893
Do you meditate? If you're gonna be alone, might as well be really comfy with yourself.

If you're looking for truth
Just try looking inside

I can't actively participate in anything because I can't begin my train of thought or respond correctly without thinking for about 2 minutes. Is it autism, brainlet, or brain damage?

>>35704437
im generic and normal

where to get this hat tho

>>35708445
custom made probably

what the fuck even is autism

>tfw purity ring wrote a song about your autism
Fucking really guys

>>35709020
It's a special disorder that hinders socialising and normal behaviour