>wake up sleep deprived
>work
>come home
>eat dinner
>smoke weed
>watch youtube and play video games
>jack off
>go to sleep too late
>wake up sleep deprived
What's the fucking point?
for me is getting really fucked up with drugs from time to time, but its getting old, idk what ill do next
>>35702408
hobby that makes you happy only way to not off yourself on shitty earth
what are your dreams? like the thing you could do if you could do anything (realistically. exploring the galaxy doesn't count)
>>35702408
get less fucked up on drugs. just take benadryl and be comfy. listen to ambient music and watch documentaries, and if you're like me demoscene videos
>>35702038
>mfw there is no point except to experience existing another day
Another day of suffering anew
>>35702422
Love? Primarily wanting to be a supportive, well-off family man that has a happy, loyal wife and kids that are free of life-endangering physical and mental illnesses. But I am not in any position to be wealthy or successful and my experience with women up to this point has been laden with failure. I've kind of just shut myself off from women entirely; in fact, most of the time after I masturbate I just feel disgusted and chalk it up to routine maintenance or pipe cleaning. I don't really believe in love anymore but it's still my most desired dream. Pathetic, isn't it?
>>35702568
That's a really cool picture though, thanks. Fuckin pig nostrils
>>35702724
okay, but as we all know, women today are garbage. there has to be something else you want. you cannot be so 1 dimensional that you have never desired anything other than to reproduce. what's the point of a higher consciousness if you just obey your primal instincts and nothing more?
>>35702842
I sat here for like 15 minutes trying to come up with a good reply, but after writing half paragraphs about backpacking or wanting to be a lawyer or joining a band or even dumb shit like streaming on twitch until I have an audience, I realized I do not have the motivation, intelligence, creativity, or appeal to successfully reach any of these goals. Sorry for wasting your time.
>>35703181
hard work is more than enough to accomplish most reasonable things you desire.
>I realized I do not have the motivation, intelligence, creativity, or appeal to successfully reach any of these goals
or maybe you do. won't know unless you try. what do you have to lose? your life is meaningless as it is.
>>35703402
When you've dug a hole so deep it's hard to even muster the energy to lift a finger, let alone do any of what that anon suggested.
>>35703454
when you hate your life enough, you will find the energy to make a change
>>35703514
That's bullshit. Status quo, while miserable, is known and expected. Even if you do manage to muster up energy, fear stops most people from doing anything different.
>massive world out there
>you're spending your entire day indoors
visit Spain.
>>35702038
>What's the fucking point?
There is none.
By asking this question, you've stumbled upon the first step to enlightenment. But don't get cocky; you still have much to learn. Welcome, pilgrim.
>>35704706 (You)
Thanks for lighting the way, friend
*guffaws*