>tfw trying to come to terms with the fact I probably

>>35683567
big deal, you wanna smoke some weed go ahead and jank jank jank wank wank wnak your dick into your sisters grave you piece of trash junkie gay ass nigger fucker, you know what happens when you fulsh the toilet? eveything is gone. flush your life nigga.

>>35684505
Haha I like invader zim as well. High five!

>>35683567
Yea sucks doesn't it OP? I bet all these years you've convinced yourself your failings where due to your actions. Ya know? If you just went outside more, immersed yourself socially, faked it til you made it you'd slowly become normal. Hey if you just worked out you'd be more confident and would be able to talk to people.

I tried all this shit and even learnt to fake being normal on a surface level. People just thought I was quirky and awkward but as time went on they noticed something was off. The relationships never deepened. I could no longer blame my lack of connection with people on anxiety, because I felt perfectly at ease with these people, but it's like there was a barrier between us.

Don't really know how to deal with this reality. I don't really think I can ever have a relationship or real friendship. Sure I can wear my normie mask and it might work for a few months but eventually it'll wear thin. I don't want to have to fake a personality to be around people, it ring be real. I'd rather remain alone than pretend.

Its a fun disorder
"He he you are disabled but not really lol. Go to work you lazy fuck"

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No wonder I ended up here.

>>35686056
>awkward walk
so virgin walk is real?

>>35683567
I had to come to terms with it ages ago.
Initially I liked being 'different' (I was like 12 at the time, so give me a break) then I found it embarassing and hated myself for it, now I just accept it as it is.