why haven't you tried to make yourself cry today anon? it's

Usually once a year I sob when I'm laying in bed.

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>>35677381
Is this the thinly veiled Eliza thread? Should I dump?

>>35677822
I do it about twice a year. It takes about 6 months of living before I break down and have to sob on a suicide hotline for an hour.
Just had my first of the year 2 days ago.

>>35678647
Yes and please.

I can't cry anymore. The last time I cried was when I was 11 and mom told me she had cancer and had 6 months to live. Guess what? She didn't have it.

Now I don't cry anymore. When that dude sideswiped my Jeep and died on I-95? Not a peep.

Because I have childhood scars where my mother would beat the shit out of me and tell me to stop crying because my tears were fake. And she would beat me until I stopped crying. So if I try to cry now, I remember that and the tears dry up but the pain continues.

>>35678647
you got any webms, please?

>>35677822
Sort of the same thing for me. I think about crying sometimes but can never manage, then out of the blue I'll see a random ass scene in a movie or hear someone say just the right words and I lose it.

It takes me effort not to cry.

>>35678794
did you get the one of her cutting her lip with a blade? it was posted a few hours ago.

>>35678794
There's one of her crying that's pretty hot

I haven't cried in years and years and I'm not sure I can anymore.

Also crying doesn't actually solve anything, just signals to the world you're a pussy

>>35678893
yeah i found the video in archives too lmao https://sendvid.com/2ri2b6re

someone needs to make a zip of them all

>>35678794
all the ones I have are too big to post :3

>>35679375
There's a large Eliza torrent

>>35679302
I've never seen anything so beautiful in my life

>>35677381
Crying is for women and numale sissies that think being "in touch with their feminine side" will get them girls.

You know I'm right faggots.

>>35679455
How do you download that shit? I loaded it in bittorrent and it was just stuck on "connecting" for an hour. I assume it's dead?

>>35679455
seems like an easy way to get v&

>>35677381
>woke up crying a week ago
>had a black friend in my drea
>we grew up together, through our 20s, 30s
>he became a politcal activist
>I showed up when he is 90 years old
>he has a bunch of robots to protect him
>the robots accost me
>he walks in
>"OMG"
>he calls the robots off
>we hug
>we cry heavily
>after all these years, we're still bros

woke up actually crying

my fake black bro, bro.

bro.

>>35679686
You need someone else to seed I think. You can ask someone in one of the orbiting Discord or Skype groups to seed it for you.
>>35679692
There's nothing illegal in it.

>>35677381
Crying doesn't make me feel better at all and doesn't help anybody.

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Last time I cried was in March last year. My onitis and I had a pretty deep and emotional talk, and she started to cry. That triggered a chain reaction in me, and I shed a few tears as well

>>35679768
alright thanks but I don't get why ppl use torrents for anything that's not illegal+popular...

>>35680132
there's a mega link that people who aren't newfags use, same shit as the torrent but you need to earn the link

>>35680162
ok we're going ahead with full on cult status, do I have to carve her name into my arm or what?

>>35680162
fuck you niga,aa

>>35678647
8ch dot net/hugchan/

>>35680325
just join the orbit skype group and don't be a faggot. people will post rares and someone will send the mega

>>35677381
I just got up, give me 2-3 hours and I might cry, depending on the circumstances.

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>>35680325
yes originaldio

>>35677381
>tfw when haven't cried in at least 5 years
What does it feel like anons? Am I a sociopath? I remember it being a good sensation getting it out when I was a kid, but that's about it.

8ch dot net/hugchan/
dear god

>>35677381
I did. I watched videos of military members surprising family member for over an hour. That should do the trick just seeing how much people are wanted. Also looked at pictures of me and my ex, and our dead dog for a while, which ALWAYS sets me off.
I think... Hope. I finally broke.

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>>35680599
more blood for Eliza more more more

>>35680599
>>35680700
If you're going to go this far, carve her actual real full name you mongs.

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>>35680599
>>35680700
w-what is this, eliza cutclub?

>>35680828
They love the cute weeb Eliza , not Ciara.

Why are there so many dubs in this thread

>>35680885
here have some more, on the house

>>35680844
To be fair I think it shows the same devotion regardless of her alias

I unironically did today. I moved to commiefornia a while ago and I live in Irvine which is the most bland, shittiest place in not only all of California but quite possible the entire country minus the nigger infested slums of south Chicago, Detroit, etc. It's living proof of the failure of multiculturalism with all these gooks living here. When I was in high school I was about to go to a party and asked my friend if he wanted to come which he replied, "oh no I don't want to go to those alcohol drug parties", as if that's a fucking viable sentence.

But I was reflecting on whereitallwentwrong and I remembered my friend from my hometown who was like a brother to me because we were so close. I barely visit anymore because I wanted to come back and impress him and everyone else I knew and show the community I wasn't a massive fucking failure. I just kept imagining a scenario where I tell him how I considered him a brother and how happy I was that he was in my life since clearly nothing else has worked. Started crying a bit when I thought about it. I really miss him.

Sorry for the blog.

>>35680885
Not sure but you should take these repeating integers just to be sure

>>35680925
>>35680968
>such fuckups you can't even get dubs
Sad!

>>35680968
>>35680925
Ah that's embarrassing
How awkward
Second hand embarrassment
What a faggot

Stop derailing my Eliza thread into a cryfag thread you fucking faggots

>>35681006
>>35681005
get ready because imma drop these DUBS on yo ass

>>35681016
Aw geez another faggot
Please stop embarrassing yourself

>>35681011
Why the fuck even ask the question then you beta orbiter?

>>35677381
I haven't cried in many years, even if sometimes I try to. I'm probably getting colder and colder inside.

>>35677381
>it's time consuming
Just east a spoonful of wasabi you pussy

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>>35681026
check these eliza dubs

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If dubs I post tits originally

Someone post the Eliza heroin webm

>>35681027
Why the fuck did you fall for my bait you cuck

No actually everyone here should try and make themselves smile. Even if you have nothing to smile about, it improves your mood and makes you happier. Scientifically proven. Also do power stances, it will increase your confidence.

t. recovering cyborg.

>>35681548
>he needs attention this badly
I actually feel sorry for you, cuck.

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>>35680700
>>35680833
>>35677381
>>35678647

someone is uploading her videos lads

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRH3OcVylYU&feature=youtu.be

>>35681996
based as fuck, the both of you.

>>35679302
Aww that video made me rly happy

>>35677381
If I cry now, I won't stop for an hour or two. And I still need to do lots of things.