Why don't you believe you can change for the better? Why

>>35673389
Because my head is fucked
No matter what I do my schizophrenia will always be there ruining everything

>>35673389
this is disgusting, go groom subby fucks somewhere else

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>>35673389
Thought that was a cute boy sitting on his lap (glasses are somewhere?). Open thread. Its fucking Subaru and Rem. I thought Re:Zero was long dead...

I do not deserve to be loved, there is nothing I can offer that'd make me a worthwhile partner to anyone.

I only deserve to be someones pet at most. I'm barely human, all I'll ever be good for is being a piece of garbage for someone to take their anger out on.

I keep adding femanons on Skype and keep ending up as the giy they complain about boys to.

>>35673389
>Why don't you believe you can change for the better?
Because I'm fat, lazy and ugly.
>Why don't you believe someone can love you deeply and you can love that person deeply in return?
I can love someone, I had a crush on a cute innocent girl but she rejected me ofcourse. It's just that I cannot seem to be loved by anyone.
Why don't you believe you can be happy?
Because over the years I've become very cynical, fat and even more lazy. I have no purpose and if I had access to a gun I'd probably shoot myself sooner or later. I'm a NEET and getting a job in this day and age is literally slavework, you'll never afford a house/car anything remotely expensive unless you win the lottery or were born with rich parents and school is a joke and a brainwashing machine.

I wish I wasn't fat anymore, maybe then I'd actually try stuff but it's too much effort to lose this fat belly. Wish I wasn't born.

I don't even know where to begin.

What's the point behind making us self reflect on how pathetic we are anyways? Fuck off.

>>35673389
If I could, I already would.

>>35673389
>Why don't you believe you can change for the better?
Because I have a really ugly face that's beyond changing.

>Why don't you believe someone can love you deeply and you can love that person deeply in return?
Experience shows that I'm unlovable.

>Why don't you believe you can be happy?
First two points.

>>35674023
Just waiting for S2.