Does anyone else get triggered by optimism?
I literally get elevated blood pressure and start shaking when someone is optimistic around me.
i do too and my mom says stuff like "you want tp get a job that you enjoy where you can grow spiritually" and then at times shes also like "we raised ypu with the truth so thats a slap in the face that you dont believe in anything"
it seems like "optimistic" people are also more likely to be bitchy and say stupid shit
oh yeah and "the worlds your oyster"
one time in highschool i told my mom that i think i have some kinda anxiety disorder and the next day my dad said "back when i was a kid we just called it being shy, youre fine" and she gave me some book about tapping your face to make you feel more upbeat (placebo bs) and some chewable "gabba" things and they dont do anything. i never mention how i feel about anythibg now no one cares but hell my mom wanted to lose weight so she got a doctor to give her pills that make you not wanna eat.
it pisses me off
>>35647470
My parents recognized there's something wrong with me and locked me up in an asylum for a while. They couldn't fix me.
That's as solid as proof gets that I'm irredeemable yet they're still like "you didn't miss anything" and "it's not too late" and they won't stop nagging me about going back to uni.
>>35647720
thats shit dude im sorry
do you get any meds
>>35647290
I mastered ironic optimism.
It's in my blood.
No really my blood type is b+
>>35647746
Xeplion and Akineton
My mom gives me Xanax if I beg enough.