>took my antidepressants today yet I feel depressed(today)

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>took my antidepressants today yet I feel depressed(today)

I'm feel like I'm starting to give up, I don't think I'll ever get a gf , I can't hold a normal job becasue too robot/autistic for normies.
>even If I see someone I could be freind with I just can't talk with him out of the blue and be his friend because it's will turn out creepy/weird.
>I just hope I could become neet forever

In a few months I'll be 22, without much experience.

>Even my group of friend is falling apart as some people prefer to hang out with more normies and there isn't even a girls in the group.
>hanging out with them is boys only(that might be alright but I don't have much ommon interests with them)
>feel like my whole life I did mistakes and also haven't been around people like me

in the last year sometimes I see group of peope/teens and they are so diffrent from the people I grew out with and went to school with,(and I can see I have more Common interests), and I thinking to myself that If I was in a some sort of framework with them I could have been their friend

It's like I'm still a teenager, so girls my age don't find me attractive and actual teenagers will see me as weird.
I also feel like I can't even find new people to hang out with, only at work I can find people and they usally already have friends or friened between them and I'm somhow left out.

Sorry for my English.