How do I stop feeling like an NPC in my own life? I've been

Live life like a protagonist.

Go into people's houses and just take their shit with no fear.

Steal some cars with no concept of repercussion.

iktf
i'm sitting here having a fucking crisis
I have no idea who i am or what it means to be human right now
i'm destroying my life, i don't know why, that's just my natural impulse now
i hate this, my life is so hollow, i feel like i don't even exist

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>>35630780
learn to be more narcissistic.

>>35630835
OP Here. I'm not fat, short, ugly, stupid or autistic. I'm not depressed I don't think, I just naturally gravitate toward being by myself all the time and can't focus on anything for more than a few minutes. Why is it so hard for me to socialize without overanalyzing and saying stupid things? Why do I randomly stop talking to people? Why do I feel exhausted after hanging out with friends? Why can't I stop cleaning everything even though my house is already clean? What is wrong with me?

>>35631041
Your life doesn't sound as awful as it could be, so be thankful for that at least. If you feel like you aren't good at anything sit down and see if you can find something that you are good at.