How do you maintain your hatred/apathy for normal people? I go

Come on, tits. Lend a man a hand.

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>>35630438
It's biological.
Intellectually you never forget. Eventually, assuming you don't do whatever it is that brings 'late-bloomers' into the fold, the dissonance will become physically painful and you'll become a shut in.

Fortunately, if that happens you can still post here.

When your feelings are a closed ecosystem apathy is self-perpetuating.

>>35630438
It's kind of amazing you reach s point where you rather run and hide then try and reach out for what you clearly want. That said if you are serious, cut off all communication and networking for st least 6 months. That will do it easiest to where you will see people as threats 24/7

My job reminds me on a daily basis my absolute disgust and loathing for people, like holy shit do I wanna become Hitler 2.0 and just start putting people in camps and torture centers. Don't worry OP, I know your pain. Go out, have a shit time because of people, regret, do it all over again. Everytime. Hell I don't even remember the last time I went out and had fun while surrounded by other people. I have fun on my own.

>>35630438
>How do you maintain your hatred/apathy for normal people?

have a job