im a 26 kissless virgin and im increasingly afraid im going to

are you a wagecuck?
do you collect the neetbux?
did you go to school?

>>35624422
>are you a wagecuck?
no
>do you collect the neetbux?
yes ive written in the op
>did you go to school?
yeah i did but i dropped out. i failed all my classes

i think mushrooms can help me. ive took them before and they seemed to work? aparently you need to take them semi-regularly

i want to die, i feel as if most of this board are just genuinely evil normies who come here to stare at us and laugh. like they like being around such people it makes them feel better

i dont know how to feel about life anymore

>>35624310
I lost my virginity at 25, also had my first kiss at 25, but apparently I'm attractive and sociable, or at least i have become that, so I just needed to actually meet people.So I guess that is cheating.

>>35624493
what effect did the shrooms have? did they mellow things out for you?
normans come to laugh at us all the time. dont know where they end and terminaly robotic begin though

Ey mang dont be sad think about it in a different light, by being alone you got life experience like non of us shitheads could find. You seem like a strong dude going through life alone, thats some real courage. Id advise seaking art and enlightenment, to see the world as it is with philosophy. All of that saved me from death vy my own hand.

>>35624310
What do you like doing? What did you like doing as a kid?

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You are a young dumbass !
Don't you realize women are nasty ?
When you realize that there is many organs inside them you begin to feel like some ancient philosopher and laugh at these

Don't let external illusion trick you. It's your ancient brain telling you you need sex, you don't. Stop being a bitch trust me I was the same

>>35624310

bro you're just hungry

go gorge yourself

Bro cmon dont leave me please!

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>>35624649
>what effect did the shrooms have? did they mellow things out for you?

yeah i think so. like i noticed a reduced level of depression for a while. i think its not a bad idea to do them again

>normans come to laugh at us all the time
it blows my mind people are like this. its like they go to a homeless person kick them until they are near death and genuinely laugh till they cry. how do i become ruthless like this, its really impressive

>>35624687
id spit in your face if i could nick. LEAVE

>>35624758
i wish i could but i cant, i dont think. as a man i feel i need a woman and feel intimacy. i think ive felt more depression while doing nofap, because i dont use porn/masturbation to plug my emotions up, so they just come tumbling down

humans need friendship and love and intimacy. solitary confinement is the worst punishment you can put a human in, and yet you deny the need for intimacy for men. i dont trust you or like you or agree with you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUFWXpYJKaI

>>35624916
i barely ate today, i can barely move

Ive had enough good people leave me

Your breaking my heart l

Just tell me why? Why are you leaving me?

Too bad we're anonymous or I'd give you a hug

L cmon man! I wont be able to lose you! I lost my best friend to suicide and my motjer died in a car aciddent so please i dont want to lose again!

L tell me why?! Just teell meeeee!!!

You are really killing me here l

What did i do to deserve losing you?

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shhh go back to your party. this guys LITERALLY posting from a fucknig phone at a party im not making this up

>>35624310
Life sucks. Life is inherently infair.
Godspeed anon.

>>35624310
>im a 26 kissless virgin and im increasingly afraid im going to die alone.
>Not just accepting that you will die alone and living your life.
Step it up bitch

>>35625303
Do you know how hard it is for me to keep calm in a social enviorment? But i still try! Because i don't want to loose my life again!

Ive recently come out of a pretty long alcohol habit, which I was using to mask a host of personal issues I tried to basically pretend didnt exist, most notably, anxiety and depression, and insecurity.

Since i quit the booze, and pot, and ever other drug, and reading quite a bit about anxiety and depression, and trying some shit, as hard as this sounds, it really comes down to how you think about things. If you are in a pattern of constant negative thinking that will prevail. You have to break this cycle. Things that have helped me include reading a book, and focusing on focusing on nothing but the book. Every time my mind would start to wander to negative self talk, I would try to catch it, ignore it, and resume my concentration on what is happening in the book. This applies to everything you do by the way. Watching tv, talking to people, going for walks. The longer you can go concentrating on a specific task without mind wandering negative self talk the better. the hard part of this is even after you make some progress all it takes is one day to fall back into your old thinking patterns. Im still struggling with this myself.

>>35625303
And what ? If im trying to sociolise that means that i do sothing wrong to you? You are a selfish cunt if you think that I have to be an antisocial on benefits! We got a good saying in russia water dosnt go under a rock wich means that without progress nothing will happen! Go do something fucking become something! Start small and then grow! Become a better person

>>35625379
this guy is poarting this from a party, has a gf, has had 10+ girls who he slept with, and has the nerve to complain and talk to me

LITERALLY "i have social anxeity =((((" tier turbo normie. ill stop using all acounts with my name and change it completely just for you

>>35625497
I told you that i am a virgin for fucks sake

Ive became an alcoholic when i lost my mom! Thats why i left moscow and went to the farm life

I has been really hard but i managed you can too

Cmon l it will be alright

>>35625518
pathological liar too

make new friends

hey i may be a massive loser, but i have some respect for myself atleast :^)

>>35625482
YES exactly so goodbye

>>35625657
Please l! I feel like im reliving my friend suicide again! Please dont torment me like that!

>>35625657
Please l! Have some epathy! You are crushing my will to live!

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>>35624310
I'm in the same position as you OP. Same age too. I used to hate being lonely but now I actually enjoy it. I can do what I want. I also used to get jealous and pissed off when I see couples, odd couples but now I'm like meh fuck it.

Everything is a meme, I am turning into a robot seems as though I'm becoming emotionless as time goes on and my brain is slowly dissolving. I hate this reality, people are fake. Never had and never will have a gf but it doesn't bother me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmlmOk4ubcU

Please l i dont want to remember that!

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go pretend to killyourself again maybe itll work the next time

>>35625940
work as in itll get you sympathy

>>35625940
Why are you so mean to me l? Why?

>>35626000
sorry for being mean

Cmon l were all fucked up in some way. My dad used to beat the crap out of me when i was a kid and only my mom would step in for me. My mom wasthe one of two people i had real feelings to. The other was my friend Arthur he lived net dor and i knew himsince i was little. But both of them are dead now.... And i only feel sorrow and pain everyday i wake up

My mom had to be baried in a closed coffin because a bus sqashed her head like a watermelon

I still see them in my dreams sometimes

Thirq deaths fucked me up real bad l

Any of you had anyone you cared about?

Yet again here i am
Talking to silence

I feel so alone

I just wanted to help you l

>tfw 27
>applied to pandaexpress
>get interview
>lady said "what makes you panda material"
>crumble under pressure and eek out a answer
>didn't get the job

>>35626558
Sorry to hear that mang.

>>35626558
I remember you
wasn't there another place right after?

Do you hate me l?

Wait till you get a job and then start seeing a therapist and talk about your shit with him/her, I'm serious. Try to have a goal to look up to/wait for

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Okay alright man

L please dont hate me