I keep forgetting this place is not meant for me. I keep thinking

>I keep forgetting this place is not meant for me.
You got that much right.

>School character
Clown
>Engage people
I had friends I guess, although they only hung around because of me doing funny stuff, they had no interest doing anything after school or me personally.

>What did you try to do
I don't understand the question.

>Weren't meant to be?
Never had an idea of who I was.

>What even happened?
Nothing.

>>35600565
>How was your character in school?
>Did you try to engage people?
Home schooled ;^(
>What did you try to do for all those years?
Play roguelikes, jack off to hentai and browse 4chan
>Was it that you felt you were someone you weren't meant to be?
I wanted a real life as a teenager and thought of killing myself nearly every day but I was too much of a pussy and was afraid the apartment balcony wouldn't be high enough to do the job.
>What even happened for it to get like this?
Doing nothing to fight the things that put me in my position.

>>35600565
This board is for chronically misunderstood, depraved, bitter schizoids that enjoy satirical role-playing.
>How was [...]
During elementary school--sweet, emotionally fragile, socially naive
During middle school--nihilistic and unruly. During high school--apathetic and reserved
>Did [...]
Not much
>What did [...]
Fit in

>What ever [...]
Almost anything you see here is satire or anti-humor and that's just part of the site culture. It's our brand of humor. You get used to it if you browse for long enough.

>>35600897
>that enjoy satirical role-playing.
I have a specific form if satirical role playing I enjoy

>>35600565
>How was your character in school?
Funny edgy guy
>Did you try to engage people?
No, I mostly hung around my one group of people
>What did you try to do for all those years?
Just sit it all out until graduation, I mean I did fuck around a lot with my friends, but I never went to parties, never had girlfriends