>Yesterday >dad calls me in for a talk >hes worried

>>35590610
Go to a meetup website and join a niche club.
Your confidence will build until you're ready for a job.
Hell, you might even make a gf.

Just bring your trading cards.

Touching post anon I think the best advice for this situation is to just kill yourself

>>35590610
just fake it for his sake I guess anon, how sick is he?

Depending on that at least just try to put on a show, even if you do the meme where you go out for a few hours and walk in circles / drive / ride around in circles or park somewhere and cry in your car if you drive, come home and tell him you were out with friends.

>>35590656
He constantly coughs and is rapidly losing weight. Ive asked him to see a doctor but he refuses because he says he doesn't want any bad news. Hes been a little better as of late but i'm not sure if hes ok now. He wants me to see a therapist but were poor and I don't want to use our insurance money if there really is something wrong with him.

You know what I just realised? My dad's family line will be over once I die. Sure, my father has a brother but that doesn't matter. I have a brother too but he's a jackass and a complete failure. My father won't ever hold his grandchildren in his hands. He won't get to play with them. Fucking hell....
What should I do? I've wanted a family of my own since I was a teenager but I can't talk to people and roasties laughed at me and my hobbies(history and videogames) during my High School years.

This is just sad...

>>35590737
You need to learn to be yourself.

>>35590737
here's what you do

you pay someone to be your baby's surrogate

then raise the kid. bam, genes passed on

>>35590610
Bring a DnD die with you everywhere and make decisions based on the rolls

join the armed forces and become a grunt?