Get drunk for in months sitting with parents laugh out loud at something I see , mom starts crying leaves room tells father she hasn't heard me laughing since I was 12 I'm 24 now, what did she mean by this what should I do and what should I feel about this situation
>>35587257
I meant for first time in months
>>35587257
Well, it hurts to see that your son is a fuckup, but it hurts much more to see that he is unhappy with the situation himself. Especially to a degree where he refuses to laugh like some concentration camp survivor.
If you can not get your shit together for your own sake, do it for your parents. They probably genuinely believe they have fuckd up another human being beyond repair and are powerless now.
>>35587831
I'm too embarrassed to laugh in public usually isn't this normal
>>35587257
At least they know how badly they fucked up with you.
>>35587975
>I'm too embarrassed to laugh in public usually isn't this normal
no, it is not. sorry if this somehow perpetuates your self image of being a broken human being.
>>35588003
At least I was normal when I was a kid right