>Started dieting about two months ago
>actually losing some weight
>feelings aren't improving (obviously I'm not at my target weight)
>last month I had one night where all my roommates were out, so I ordered a pizza, ate the whole thing, then puked it all up a bit later
>Did the same thing with chinese food tonight
>Food is the only reliable enjoyment I can get which is why I ate shit in the first place
>don't want to develop a disorder but honestly purging it felt almost twice as good as eating it
I'm fucked aren't I lads?
Yeah dude, get professional help. Now.
>>35584868
Yeah senpai u wanna fix this before it starts wrecking ur teeth.
Throwin up all the time is basically an acid wash.
punish yourself with a 7 day water fast
don't be a pussy
>>35584880
>>35584915
Alright lads I'll tell someone about it. I can't see another time where I'd have an opportunity to do it in the near future, but I guess I could do it outside my home. My roommates are good friends of mine so they'd probably notice if anything's up.
>>35584930
What do I need punishment for, I puked up all the bad food?
Go to a doctor ffs
>>35584868
Go to a doctor. Diet shouldn't make you feel like shit. It's supposed to be just better eating habits. Stock up on your favorite fruit and vegetables so you won't feel guilty when you eat more than usual.
>>35585044
I keep to my diet very well barring these two binges, which were one meal, that I subsequently threw up. I never feel guilty, and I don't feel bad about dieting, I just miss the reliable enjoyment I got out of eating delicious and unhealthy food. I will talk to my therapist though.
>>35584996
I will talk to my therapist. My only fear is that there's pretty much nothing short of being locked up that could actually stop me. Like talking won't actually do anything. Though I do have an impetus to stop it I guess. I dunno I'll see what my therapist says.
Anyone who actually has experience with this kinda shit (yourself, loved ones, friends etc) around? Anyone know what other people did, how other people got the habit?
>>35585117
You've developed an eating disorder, you won't get locked up
>>35584868
Ricky Retardo, you can eat pizza. Just don't eat an entire goddamn pie. Have a few slices, then you don't have to yak it up.
>>35585622
What about in an institution though?
>>35585645
Well the reason I avoid it in general is because I like to eat a bunch of it (never had a whole pie before though). I have poor impulse control which is why I have a strict diet.
Anyone know if I can be put in an institution for admitting this issue? definitely don't want to be institutionalized