depressed and want to die...are these good enough reasons >never

Confront your terrors, rescue your father from the bottom of the ocean and sort yourself out.

so you're doing well in school; just finish that fag. but getting upset over a less than one year wait is retard tier impatience if you want to be an alkie so bad

i don't want to encourage you to live or anything since i want to die badly also; but still, shame on you for being a pussy if you're white or have western values. you're living in the end times, the precipice of the darkest hour, the buildup to the true great war and the last crusade. even the non-appreciated footman still has to do his duty.

> wah wah my parents have unrealistic, rigid, outdated, shallow expectations

ok so maybe fuck them

but you're still your ancestors by proxy

I like that album too, anon. None of those reasons are good enough. You should do more things because putting yourself out there and going places is CBT in a nutshell. Alcohol was actually making your depression work. Getting arrested is a wake up call more than a death sentence.

>>35579138
>making your depression WORSE*
Whoops that was a bad typo.

>>35578980
School is hard and alcohol made it tolerable. I know it's retarded, I'm incredibly stubborn

Fuck them yeah but they're paying for my school so I can't just ignore them unfortunately. I'd deadass rather just take out loans like everyone else if it meant some goddamn autonomy

>>35579138
I guess. I'm just stubborn---everything was fine before the arrest; if I wasn't in such a stupid country I could just keep drinking until I die and never face anything.

Really I just fucking hate being interfered with. I was getting good fucking grades and having a good time. Then the cops fucking intervened and my parents are forcing me into more stuff. If everyone just left everyone else be everything would be ok. Or if it wasn't ok, at least it went to shit due to an abundance of freedom.

>>35579337
It's nice to imagine about the ideals that everyone could live up to, but you need to focus on the you and the now. You say you were having a good time, but you want to keep drinking until you die and never face anything. You should probably seek some counseling because these aren't normal feelings.

>>35579536

Hmm. Well I am in therapy now.

I don't want to not face anything necessarily. I only want to face the things I have to//face as little as possible.