I don't know who I am, really. Deep down.
I don't know what I really want.
I know "me" as a character, what I usually do, what I like and don't like etc.
But who am I, really? What do I want out of life?
What would I do if I had power?
I don't know.
Fucking depersonalization/derealization doesn't fucking make this any easier, I'll tell you that.
>>35567890
Dude..... Who are we even..... What is life......
What's it like being 15?
you're not anything inherent, just the sum of your behaviors/actions and environment idort
>>35567890
Who is anybody?
>>35567890
You are me and l am you
>>35568193
Well, normies seem to have no such problems.
I have.
Want some real examples?
Do I want a girl?
Yes, because I don't want be alone and want love and sex.
No, because I don't want to deal with any of her shit or go out.
Similar thing with friends, except the sex.
Do I want kids?
Yes, because my insticts tell me to and it would be nice to have a family and raise a good healhy happy person.
No, because I don't want to bring anyone else into existence that can turn really sour really easily.
I just don't know.
>>35567890
I think I know what I am.
I'm a consciousness. Nothing more. Of course I have a body, for now, which I must refer to a as me in order to not be seen as insane, but my personality isn't me.