>not normal enough to be a normie with friends/gf etc.
>not autistic enough to be a total robot
>not delusional enough to be a weeabo
Just stuck in purgatory
>>35562413
Fucking same
Originarudorandodesu
>>35562413
I'm just me. I don't try to label it. There's all sorts of people with their own problems, Normies as they say, with problems not dissimilar to yours
You're simply doing yourself a disservice to put yourself in this isolated category of the mind. It's useless for your health and well-being
>>35562461
is there any way to change this?
I don't care what I become, I just want to become something.
choose up lil nigga
>>35562489
Just bee yrself anon.
>>35562507
yeah, been doing that, look where it's got me.
>23
>no job
>no friends online or irl
>no gf
>still live with parents
>no hope
>fat
>lazy
>uneducated
>autism
>no friends
>limited desires
>no desire to mingle or partake of social media
>28 and virgin
yet being ok with the above apparently makes me a normie
>>35562540
why not just anhero though?
if you're not doing something to better yourself or the world what's the point?
(not trying to be a cunt, just asking a question)
>>35562520
You're a meme, congratulations.
Just do the opposite of what you would usually do.
>>35562570
>opposite of what you would usually do.
so stop trying everyday?
>>35562413
>Only gs'f were crazy enough to be obsessed with me
>Don't know how to interact with a decently normal human
>Slowly learning
>Only friends are alcholocs/burnt out druggies
what do i do
>>35562611
unfriend the alco/druggie friends. that's not a good crowd to be around
keep trying.
you've got potential
>>35562568
why should I? this life is Mine. Mine to use or squander as my whims demand. I choose to wallow on the bottom. Why should I invest time and energy into things that have zero value to me?
I'm going to die so the world and its future has nothing to offer
self improvement has allure. I'd like to be less to not fat, but thats it. I dont feel any urge or need to grow as a person.
and yet the fact that I'm content is so triggering to /r9k/ that it in turn triggers me.
>>35562595
what do you try anon?
>>35562661
personally I don't think you should continue living.
not saying you should an hero or that I'd kill you.
just yeah.
>>35562644
they are all i have
how am i to make new friends when i dont meet new people
>>35562661
if that's really how you feel then just sell everything and wander into the woods.
>>35562668
I try to continue living to the next day.
and on occasion other things; for example posting on 4chan, trying to make friends, trying to lean a new skill, exercise. etc.
>Not nobody
>Not somebody
>Stuck in some societal superposition
HOW, WHY, and HOW DO I ESCAPE
>Being somebody has some some potential for a purpose in life
>Being nobody means I can kill myself at last
Truly this is the most hellish position of all
>>35562690
I don't know man if I did I wouldn't be here
but those kinds of people are bad people
>>35562681
and your misery makes you more deserving? Is it my apathy that's offensive? or the nakedly selfish mindset?
>>35562691
again, why? I like my games, my porn and my endless stream of gaudy distractions.
>>35562755
oh no, it's because I'm God.
>>35562743
But they aren't bad people
>They want the best for me
>They want the best for themselves
>They want the best for the world
>They never act maliciously
>They fail only to be bad people
They may not be good for me, but they definitely are not bad. They give love, they receive love, and they are love
yet i feel so empty and unfulfilled
>>35562821
>they poison themselves for enjoyment
>they use drugs
still sound pretty fucking bad to me mate.
>>35562821
You receive support. I'm told I shouldn't be alive
>>35562851
[adult swim]
>>35562863
Oh anon, I can do better if that bothers you.. you like even more surface level then cheezeburger, right?
>>35562911
I'm internally confused anon.
Captcha: Slow Children
>>35562413
fucking same man. everyone has a place, why cant i find one?