I know I shouldn't self diagnose. Its a bad scene. But

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I know I shouldn't self diagnose.
Its a bad scene.

But I... Actually think I am unironically mentally ill.
Perhaps strange but not autistic.

I was diagnosed with adhd at 12 and was prescribed concerta in ms then adderall in hs.
But ultimately I kind of thought y'know the same thing adults did then.

Lol he just has a hard head.
And I too figured, psh I feel fine. If they SAY I have it and give me more time on standardized testing then whatever.

But.

For no quite reason at all.
I stop and notice something.
I have 88 fucking tabs open on this device.
When I had a computer I had custom made I averaged 60 tabs a window, with no less than 3 or 4.
Browsing random shit hours at a day.

Only now do I look back and think about the horror and concern I ignored in people's faces as I jumped from so many tabs they had been truncated and textless tiles on the top of the screen.
I only thought if it ever made its appearance it was in the fact when I rarely talk to people I go off on huge tangents explaining the explanation.

A third of Children diagnosed with ADHD develop depression as the illnesses are commomly related.


I dont really know how to feel.
I dont
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