>extremely lonely
>decide to try and add someone from those steamfeels threads
>find someone who seems cool, not one of the annoying normie regulars
>private profile, but don't think much of it
>add him
>we talk for a while, he seems kinda normie but at least he's not a weeb tranny attentionwhore or something
>tell him i'm going to bed and log off
>next day
>too much of a sperg to send a reply, hope he starts a conversation or asks me to play with him
>nothing
>couple more days pass
>i get curious
>look at his profile
>30+ friends
>tfw he probably forgot about me after the first day
>tfw he's probably playing with all his cool friends instead of me
>tfw i'm a fucking idiot for adding a private profile and not avoiding this situation alltogether
>3 months later
>still can't bring myself to remove him because i wonder if maybe he'll try to talk to me one day and i have no one else
Never again
send him pictures of your boypuci
>>35558560
what if he sees this thread
I do this with skype. I have one person where I tried three times and my lonely hellos never even got a reply...
friends?
>>35558680
He's offline right now, it's okay
hopefully
I've done this. Everytime a holiday comes around I message them saying happy holiday but I never get a response. It must be 2 years since I've gotten a response. I want to stop, but I just keep hoping one day I'm gonna get a "happy holidays to you too" in response
>extremely good at making friends, online and off
>can never bring myself to stick around for more than a year (a month in the case of online friends) before vanishing like I never existed at all, never replying even when they desperately need me
>have hurt many people very deeply because of this
How do I stop doing this? Why does the thought of long-term friendships terrify me so much? I don't wanna let them down but I can't stop disappearing forever on people. I don't wanna be alone and I don't want them to be alone, so why do I do it?
It always turns out that the other person has a real life and all, so I just disappear because I know it would be a terrible one-sided relationship. I only ever talked to maybe 3 people in the last 10 years like that, but every time it was the same thing.
>tfw I have like 30 steam friends from r9k
>can't push myself to start a conversation with any of them
>they're just sitting there, never initiating small talk
How do robots start conversations with other robots? Seriously, what do you guys do?