It's happening slowly, but I can feel it. Despair turned

i lift weights, drink, and make music. figure it out, faggot. no need to be an asshole and take it out on normies who can't even fathom the pain we feel.

Nevermind, I just figured it out.
As it is clearly impossible to destroy everyone and everything, which would be what I really want, as a single weak pathetic human...
You just kill yourself.
You effectively destroy existence, as far as you're concerned. You achieve your goal. You end the rage, the suffering.

I'll keep that in mind when I inevitably fail and feel really cornered. There is always a way out.

>>35548819
Don't do that to your family.

If I had a gun when I was in school all of my class would be dead and I'd be dead. Things get better, and if not; it's gets easier to handle. Trust me.

>>35548514
>How do you stop the burning rage inside?
BY GOD YOU SHITPOST
also pray/wish for human extinction and or superpowers to possibly cause them

shit, why should her care about his family, if he dies there will be no more "he" to worry about such things.

I dont know,Suicide seems like a valid option to me now, I wouldnt ever do it, But i feel im going down the path of OP, Im at sadness.

Yesterday i went and lost my virginity to a whore, Felt Macho and full of testosterone afterwards but today i just feel...more despair, Emptier.

Dunno man, Life's worth living as much as it's worth not living.

Who ever said nihilism is bad