Does your oneitis know you exist? Have you ever talked to

>>35545483
Yes. She told me she has feelings back but neither of us wants to do long distance. She has a boyfriend now.

>>35545483
Yes and yes. She seems to like me well enough, she laughs at my stupid jokes and seems to enjoy working with me. Doesn't go beyond that though and she has a boyfriend.

I admitted I had feeling for her while shitfaced, she said she felt the same, that her current boyfriend isn't as nice as me blablabla

next day get friendzoned

>>35545483
She knows me very well, and she hates me now. Saw her online today, heart started beating faster for some reason. She's the reason I'll die at a relatively young age I suppose.

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>>35545483

Yes. Yes she did.

>be me
>be 15
>be in high school
>February
>last lesson, Friday
>pe
>girls playing netball, boys playing football y'know the usual
>lesson ends
>go inside towards changing room
>about to go into changing room
>look left
>see 9/10 qt.3.14
>small
>ginger hair
>those legs
>she's struggling to put some heavy equipment back
>whiteknight.exe activated
>go over to help
>don't even ask just say 'here let me do that'
>she lets me do it
>put equipment away
>'thank you'
>holy shit she has a cute voice
>I say 'no problem'
>walk away to get changed
>forget about the whole ordeal
>go home
>go on computer and look on normiebook
>1 new friend request
>huh
>look who it is
>girl name (let's call her Charlotte) with a horse profile picture
>add anyway
>immediately messages me
>'Heyy!'
>wtf.jpg
>'Hi, who is this?'
>'I'm the girl you helped out earlier lift up that equipment. Thank you again for that. It was sooo heavy ;) xxx'
>wtf is going on
>keep talking
>turns out she asked her friends who I was and then immediately searched me up
>turns out to be in one of my classes
>keep talking
>talk a lot
>everyday
>even texts me when she's on holiday in France
>start to sit together in class
>see each other and talk every day
>not that much in common but we like the same music, sports and enjoy reading
>become close


Want more?

I'm not even sure if I still have one anymore. Liked a 10/10 angel like qt in HS, then she started using too much makeup and fake nails that could kill. Had two girls apparently interested in me senior year, though one of them(the more beautiful with hobbies) I'm 95% sure was a prank. Rejected her, but then started developing feelings for her. Now I'm in my 2nd year of Uni, another two girls showed interest but I completely didn't care. I still think a bit of the "prank" qt, but I still barely care.

Back in High school
>friends with guy
>guy thinks I like him, confronts me
>I don't like him, tell him to fuck off
>ripfriendship.jpg
>2 or 3 years later develop a huge fucking crush on him
>his friend says he likes me
>never talk
>cry myself to sleep (not literally) because I made no moves kms

>>35546245

Cont.

>one lesson I move my hand onto her hand
>she pulls away
>fuck
>she giggles
>doesn't act weird about it
>starts to flirt with me
>bitch playing with my emotions
>flirt over messages
>hints to me that she wants to be with me
>to beta to make a move
>try to talk to her about it a little
>keep this up for about 8/9 months
>she's cute but useless when talking about emotions and relationships
>go off her a little bit
>talk to her less
>still sit next to each other in lesson but I'm not as flirty as I once was
>christmas comes
>try one more time to get an answer
>hopeless
>give up on this girl
>kind of forget about her over Christmas
>boxing day
>on computer playing ARMA 3
>phone buzzes
>1 new snap from (let's call her Lucy)
>Lucy?
>open snap
>half a sentence
>obviosuly sent it to the wrong person
>she apologises
>I send 'no worries'
>realise this is one of Charlotte's best friends
>she starts talking to me
>we keep talking
>start talking a lot more
>school starts up again
>Lucy want's to meet up with me
>okay cool
>Lucy is 8/10, great body, intelligent, more in common, more confident, more outgoing
>more like me
>hug after meeting up
>never hugged Charlotte before
>wants to meet up again
>we meet up again
>somehow I become enticed by this one girl
>she looks at me
>I look at her
>we move in
>our lips touch
>we kiss
>holyshitfirstkiss.exe

>>35545483
She has seen me around but we never talked

Yeah, in fact it's her fault she's my oneitis for giving me so much affection. Fucking cunt, being all nice and caring with me.

>>35546368

>holy shit
>we kiss again
>start to fall in love
>keep talking
>get more flirty
>get more sexual
>ask her if she wants to be with me
>she says yes
>want to go public about our relationship
>she wants to wait until after our GCSEs
>fair enough
>still talk every day and call each other
>in lesson with Charlotte
>Charlotte looks on my phone
>notices I'm talking with Lucy
>seems dead happy for me
>wow thank christ for that I thought she would hate me
>phone breaks
>don't use phone March - late April
>get phone back
>gf (Lucy) has still sent me a lot of snaps every day. Really cute ones about how she misses me and wants to kiss me and a few silly ones of her pulling faces
>inlove.jpg
>keep talking
>she tells me Charlotte has tried to talk to her about me
>tried to ask what our relationship is
>seems hostile
>holy shit love triangle
>reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>Charlotte becomes less friendly towards me
>talk less and less in class
>some lessons just sit there in silence doing work
>holyshitno.jpg
>skip to May
>last month of high school
>shirt signing day
>cool day
>Charlotte and Lucy both write on shirt
>Lucy puts crap message 'Good Luck from Lucy x'
>Charlotte puts a message on that makes me shed a tear to this day
>'Good luck anon, I wish we were the same as we were a year ago, I wish you still talked to me, I wish. Love from Charlotte <3 xxx'
>didn't read that till I got it out recently
>holy fucking shit I'm a dick
>no point making amends
>second to last day
>see Lucy for the first time in months
>best evening ever
>remind myself that this is the path I've chosen
>think things can only go up from here

How wrong I was

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No_
No
I hate myself

>>35546697
keep going faggot, I wanna read about how your bullshit normie life crumbles

>>35546697

Cont

>see each other twice more in June
>comes over to my house
>we make out and do other things
>yep I'm in love
>GCSE's over
>ask if we're going to go public about it
>don't get an answer
>she won't tell her parents about me
>confused.jpg
>start to fall out
>argue all the time
>call each other names
>heart starts to break
>relationship starts to die
>prom night
>saw her and didn't talk to her once
>hated prom night
>so anxious
>she spent all night with her friends and with another lad
>beta as fuck so I don't do anything
>get leathered at afterparty
>don't remember much but supposedly I had a breakdown and smoked
>lightweight.exe
>text her next morning
>makes bullshit excuse for not seeing me
>continue to fall out
>says she doesn't want me anymore
>stop talking
>go into 7-month depression
>friends have to literally drag me to outside my house
>try and make amends during summer
>doesn't work
>new term
>6th form college
>she goes there
>fuck
>second week in
>she has a boyfriend
>fucking hell
>go home and cry
>her new bf 'chad' is clueless about me and her
>skip to October of that year
>go to party
>actually enjoy myself
>get leathered
>wake up next morning feeling better about myself and about the failed relationship
>eventually start to think about her less
>and less
>and less
>become happy and normal again

Now we can get onto my /oneitis/

>>35546849

not fucking wrong here mate

>>35545483
No
No

It feels pretty bad when you realize you do nothing but think about her and she doesn't even know you exist

>>35546915

>remember Charlotte?
>knew she was 9/10 qt.3.14?
>she is now 2x that
>not in any of her classes (she did all sciences and maths and I did fucking literature and history)
>holyshit.jpg
>probably knows about me and Lucy falling out}
>probably best if I don't talk to her
>remove her on normiebook
>remove her on snapchat
>end up deleting all social media to avoid her and other women
>not getting my heartbroken again
>seem to think about her all the time now
>seem to want her
>eventually read what she wrote on my Year 11 shirt
>holyshiticried
>start listening to the music that she liked
>can't stop listening to it
>fucking hell
>apparently someone who is more beta than me is chatting her up
>and it's working
>they'll probably be an item soon
>cri
>that was about a year ago now, They're now together and Lucy and chad are still together

Essentially, I fucked up, I chose the wrong girl and got burnt for it. I then mourned over the death of mine and Charlotte's relationship that never happened. I wanted her because I couldn't have her. I could be now as an A2 Level 6th form student be with Charlotte if I had pressed a bit more back in Year 10. But I didn't. I went for the easy option that would give me the most sexual pleasure.

I haven't talked to a girl since and have kept social media deleted since I deleted it last year

The occasional snog and cuddle isn;t worth it if you're going to get your heartbroken Robots. Concentrate on you and doing good for other people and avoid love and relationships.