>tfw you feel lonely and simply want to hold someone while watching a show you both enjoy, in a nonsexual or nonromantic manner
>tfw the urge for intimacy is flooding back after almost a decade of it not doing a thing
>tfw it only gets stronger and stronger and is now even worse than what it was like during adolescence
does it keep ramping up until i find someone? until i die? it used to be completely fine and i wouldn't think about it for months at a time, but now it wrecks me 2-3 times a day and makes me feel awful...
i just want someone to love
have anal sex.....with a toy....do it....
>>35539062
i appreciate the input anon, but sexual pleasure is the least of it. it's the intimate & romantic stuff that is making me feel awful...
>>35539108
>intimate & romantic stuff that is making me feel awful...
just find a bf LMAO
>>35539124
i'm a 6'2" bear and the only (& very limited) male attention i've gotten, was from other bear/masculine types. it'd be so easy if I was attracted to masculine traits, but no dice. it's game over
>>35539216
feminine cute bois are not the type to actively show attention or interest anon
>>35539031
It will grow until you loos hope. The end of the road is nihilism, stop now if you can.
>>35539293
I understand submissiveness, but everytime I've shown interest, they've said that they prefer other traps/feminine types. Maybe I just need to get off the internet, but still...
>>35539306
i was a nihilist in my mid-late teens. please don't tell me it comes back again
>>35539031
think about this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWhpk-8QLFQ
and that you avoided all that.
>>35539450
also this one.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4539G-5yUgg
>>35539450
>>35539479
I've got a father that's experience divorce & love-less woes personally, and while I agree that they're quite a possibility, I'm mostly referring to romanticism in a romantic sense, or at least in one that isn't legally binding like marriage. I suppose fantasy is better than reality, though