tfw you realize your own sibling and relatives your age see you as a weirdo/loser too. Never get any texts/calls from anybody while they all are in close contact with each other via snapchat/social media etc. Fucking hell, being rejected by your own normie blood strings even worse.
Its me who doesn't talk to them, my family is annoying because I like to be alone while they like to be all together doing dumb shit, its one of the reasons I havent been home in about 8yrs. hell I hardly even know the names of my family members past aunts and uncles. If I havent seen or talked you in about a year then chances are I'm probably gonna forget who the fuck you are. Kinda the reason I hate being apart of a black family cause fuck me that whole unity shit is fucking bullshit
>phone starts beeping for the first time in months
>same age cousin is texting me, trying to stir up conversation
>have absolutely no idea what the fuck to say
>heart race increases, start hyperventilating
>don't know if I'm supposed to use emojis
>send messages back and forth for three hours
>by the end my entire body hurts
Just type to them like you would on here.
>>35534981
I know that my brother and sister view me as a loser, but I actually don't care at all since my younger brother is a chad and my older sister is an sjw stacy. I love them very much, but I make sure that they know that I don't care about what they think. If they ever patronize me or talk down to me, I call them on all of the retarded shit they do and point to the hypocrisy in their lives. This usually shuts them up.
>older sister knows I'm a loser
>doesn't mind because she has someone to share her more autistic hobbies with
>doesn't try to change me because she knows I'm happy
>still loves me to pieces
It's not so bad.
>>35534981
My old sister mentioned me not going clubbing as "sad"
other sister is a weeb with barely any friends, so she doesn't care about what i do