>5ft8
>small near microdick
>nearly retarded kicked out of military for being retarded
>25
>cant drive
>cant swim
>cant socialize
>took years to learn how to tie a knot
>child abuse and rape from parents
>keep making decisions that lead to even more abuse
>going to go deaf in a few years
What the fuck? I mean life never even gave me a chance to go chad. Im muscular as fuck but i have a microdick and short. I missed my chance to transition to be a girl.
Honestly what the fucks stopping me from killing myself? Why not?
I won't stop you Anon. You do you.
I'm sorry anon. Especially about the abuse and deafness. Honestly though if you could hack it in the military you're more of a man than I am. I hope you find a path forward one way or another. Peace and love
>nearly retarded kicked out of military for being retarded
Explain.
>>35532778
> small near microdick
>nearly retarded kicked
> child abuse and rape from parents
> I missed my chance to transition to be a girl
> anime girl pic
OP is proof that all these weebs claiming to really be girls inside are just sad robots who've suffered massive trauma and think that mutilating themselves and taking drugs will fix them. It won't, it will only make things worse.
rape from parents? you should kill them if anything anon.
>>35532905
I'm really an anime girl inside but I'm smart enough not to alter my physical form in pursuit of an unattainable ideal
Kill your entire family then kill yourself
>>35532905
I mean ive been trans my entire life.
I decided to man up instead of just transitioning ._. Im more muscular than 98 percent of the world but im miserable and have to use eccentric ways to adapt to the world around me.
OP you've posted a really strong and determined looking pic of Honoka and I know you can channel her energy and resolve toward improving your life
>>35533018
Thank you
I love you anon...i needed this comment tbqh