I wish I had the balls to off myself. Even if everything changed, it wouldn't have been worth it. I don't want to achieve anything, I just want to be gone.
>>35528335
>I wish I had the balls to off myself.
So do I
There are plenty of easy ways to off yourself faggot. Why are you afraid of the pain if you'll be dead anyway?
>>35528594
I'm afraid of surviving it.
>>35528335
Have you tried some Current 93?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxZpEFJhO6k
Warning: if it's dark where you live, you might be scarred by the album cover
Don't suicide, though. You still have a purpose until you die by accident, and if death is a transient experience that transfers you back you your innate state: why not value existing as much as not existing?
>>35528633
Because existing takes more effort than it's worth.
>>35528335
If you really don'r care anymore you can do anything you want even the drugs. Just do ANYTHING! get in to a fight or do drugs. Do whatever makes you feel alive
>>35528610
Then don't survive it.
>>35528693
No, that'll just create more problems. I want to avoid problems.
>>35528726
If you care about not creating problems then you obviously don't not care enough to want to die. Yes I know that was a double negative, I did it on purpose
>>35528656
It's worth being real in case one day all causes turn out to be false and you can become a truly resonant machine that remembers this universe forever
>>35528786
I do care. I care about being faced with problems so much, I'd gladly off myself to avoid them forever.
>>35528786
This
Do something that always scared you and don't give a fuck what anyone thinks of it in the process! Trust me OP! You will have the time of your life
>>35528824
Well, then either do it or give a fuck less. Do drugs man they're wonderful and who knows maybe the right hallucinogen will set your mind right?
Also, kek has blessed this thread. Check all the 88's
>>35528868
No I won't. It's a lie. If you do what scares you it won't change shit. You'll just get hurt and get nothing out of the experience. I tried many times.
>>35528902
That is because you gave a fliping fuck!
Just fucking off yourself if you are such a coward
>>35528938
I'll definitely try at some point.
>>35528938
or go to the gym and get buffed