>loved a girl in school
>never told her
>I'm 99% sure she would reject me, for various reasons and I wouldn't blame her
>still kinda regret I didn't
>maybe getting rejected would help me build character or something or make me forget her
>then again, maybe she would tell her friends and the entire school would make fun of me
Was I right keeping my mouth shut?
Or was I wrong?
>average looking guy
>semi popular
>girls will get attracted to me
>attracted to these girls
>99% sure they like me
>1% chance doesn't let me ask them out
>never had a girlfriend for this reason
>feelsbadman.jpg
>>35520348
>kid in school
>only girl who was nice to me was a really fat mexican girl with a fucking huge ass
>never asked her out or anything
>now I have a permanent fat fetish
>and she died
Also related.
>in middle school
>half the school thinks I'm cool the other half thinks I'm the guy who gets bullied by the "punks" of the school who would later become literal criminals
>get bullied by them one day my friend didn't come to school and I was alone
>feel like shit, getting angry, sitting alone at recess
>two girls I don't know come up to me, tell me a friend of them likes me
>they ask me my name
>I angrily tell them to fuck off thinking the bullying continues
>they kinda laugh it off and say ok and leave
>they were serious
WHO WAS IT
WHICH GIRL
WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN
TO THIS DAY EVERY TIME I REMEMBER IT I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
>>35520348
I did just that and that's exactly what happened
I still regret it
you did the right thing
>>35520681
How bad was it?
How did you deal with it?
>>35520348
Actually, yeah. It was better that way.
Improve yourself first, physically and mentally
>>35520964
I didn't realize how bad it was because I was way more socially retarded in high school
I wouldn't even consider doing such a retarded thing anymore