All of the failures that have come so far are nothing, you can choose in this moment to be something better.
Sometimes I do this and get really motivated. Then I'll try to move forward. Then i'm brutally reminded that i'm a useless idiot with no value to anybody. Then I just get more depressed than I was before. It's just one of many vicious circles i'm in
>>35512522
I know the feeling man, tell me about what trips you up. If we can identify the things that throw us of we can figure out how to get past them.
>>35512551
i'm a useless idiot with no value to anybody
are you the same person who posted that thread earlier this afternoon? what is your endgame here?
>>35512611
Nah man. I don't usually post here, I'm just drunk and bored.
I really doubt you're useless. A crazy carpenter created a belief system that made more people believe in basic human decency than all the religions before.
no
the bottom is dark but you learn to adapt, getting up only to get down is stupid.
why bother?
>>35512698
Because the light is not as far away as you think. A drowning person will become calm and die only a meter from the surface.
>>35512660
ya know today i left the house feeling motivated, ran over a squirrel on my bike, still feeling like shit about it
I don't even want to move on anymore. That's so unattainable for me. I would content if I just had a shitty apartment and had a wagecuck job i didn't hate with a passion
>>35512759
Dude sorry about the squirrel man, take it your not a hunter lol.
A wagekuck job is within your reach senpai.