>tfw the only time I ever attracted a girl was at a mental hospital when I was having a psychotic episode
Girls would rather talk to a mentally unhinged version of myself than my normal self. I want to fucking die.
>tfw no mental hospital gf
same here OP
>go through 2-3 day panic attack like Jesus dying and being buried in the tomb
>rise from the dead and in a psychotic state where everything feels like it has a purpose
>go to Denny's with parents
>in the waiting area I hear the cash register workers, with my supersonic hearing since I am so woke, talking about how to calculate 2%
>do the unthinkable and walk up to help
>cute female worker flirts as I help her