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>tfw trying to get /fit/ since December
>tfw been lifting 3-6x a week and doing 30-45 min of cardio every day
>tfw restricting my caloric intake and suffering from hunger all the time
>tfw gone from 5'10" 145 pounds to 130 pounds in this time
>tfw still skinnyfat with a belly and gyno
Honestly, I don't know why I continue. It's torturous and I am not getting anything from it, but I am scared to get fat. I'm trapped robots, what do?
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killing yourself is never not an option. your metaphoric entrapment is a euphemism for the grand scheme of your life. die before it hurts too much
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one thing at a time anon. if you want to get bigger you eat more and lift. if you want to get smaller you eat less and do cardio. if you try to eat less and lift you're gonna have a bad time.
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>>35506446
You're definitely right anon. I know that nothing I do matters, but I somehow still deceive myself in to trying to improve. I think it's because if I give up, I'll be too afraid to kill myself and just end up gaining 100 pounds while wasting my life away
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>>35506453
You are also right, but I have issues with food and an intense fear of getting fat, to the point where I am reluctant to eat enough to see gains. I need to work on overcoming this though
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>>35506419
what the fuck are you doing
how is your body going to build any muscle without having the nutrition to do so...?
instead what you're doing is breaking down your muscles and then they're not able to rebuild, and also burning some fat when you're already skinny af
it's like you're preparing for the auschwitz olympics
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