General feels/sad thread? >Girl: I have such a big problem

>>35503823
Nice one anon. What was the problem?

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>>35503842
A guy liked her. Mine is a too long to greentext

>>35503879
GREEN TEXT GREEN TEXT GREEN TEXT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ortgigigig

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Well if this thread is just gonna die i could try and make a somewhat tldr version of it

>>35504016
I'm here anon, i will listen. Maybe segment it?

>>35504004
Its hard to understand if I skip half of the story though

And im on phone so its a bitch to do
I'll see what i can do

>>35503823
>super cute girl appears
>remember im a schizoid weirdo
damn

Bump, I wanna see some feels.

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>>35503823
>Tell her my problem
>Girl: Oh.. Well I'm going to bed, goodnight.
>>35503879
>A guy liked her.

Kek. It's still not good for your mental well-being to associate with roasties, though, Anon. what was the context? Greentext? This sounds interesting, I vote greentext.

>>35504042
Come on anon, don't keep us in the dark

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>>35504134
This is two voting greentext anon. That means you have to, you're not a commie are you anon??????

>>35504050
Basically

So the story goes:

I was in highschool, 17 years old. My friends alresdy had their exams this year so they were studying full time in our recreation hours So I was just left there bored.

Then I saw this girl in the break hall and we really hit off. We had a lot in common. And over those few weeks I started to feel something for her. Summerbreak was comming up and I didnt have a phone because I was a poorfag. But I knew I had to buy one or Id see her again. So I texted her inviting her for a party.

This a lot easier than greentexting
Cont like this?

>>35504202
Yeah anon, I'm listening.

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>>35504185
>>35504134
Fucking christ alright greentext it is. Prepare for slow typing

>>35504234
Democracy prevails once again, truly a person of high moral quality. I am prepared for the story.

>>35504234
I'm also willing to read your greentext op, I'm very interested

>>35503823
Bumping, not gonna let this one die

Starting were we left of
Im kind of a planner for better or for worse:
>Girl, lets call her Ann, never had gf
>Really hard to get close with
>But I was determined
>Party was setup
>Ann, Best friend, lets call him Will, and a few friend would show up
>Will and friends would go home around midnight but Ann would stay over
>Sounds rapey but i just wanted to talk
>Be at party
>Everything goes exactly as planned
>We are left alone, drunk
>Didn't try anything creepy, thank god I didn't
>Altough the everyrhing started getting blurry, I remember her telling me about her problems
>Listened, cries a little with her as a beta
>I tried telling her my problems, typical daddy issues
>No one ever dared to say anything about it
>She... Just hugged me, and told me she was there for me
>Never felt this understood and happy in my life
>We end up in the same bed, still didn't do anything to her
>Just cuddle and sleep
>Betacuck.jpg
>But still the best moment of my life

Cont. Soon dont let the thread die

>>35504403
Jesus anon, this is actually a bit touching.

>>35504403
Roger anon, bumping the bread

>>35504403
Bumped for further interest, please continue.

>>35504403
Pls continue the story,
I bump this thread

>>35504403
I know that feel anon. Got friendzoned by a girl but I still love to be around her because she's the only person who asks me what's wrong when I look sad and doesn't take the standard, "I'm fine" as an answer.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ustTnrPxmLQ

theme song for this thread

>>35504403
Going fast just wasn't an option. She never had a bf and was kinda distant. Other tried but they scared her of. I was wiser

>Really liked Ann
>Oneitis love
>Nothing happens for a while but just texts
>Skip to next party at friends house
>Lets call this friend snake
>Was a real fucking snake
>Lying and decieving as much as he could
>Had a big fight with my dad
>Punches being thrown
>Go to party stressed out
>No one seems to notice
>Drink
>Start feeling worse
>Drink
>Get in hot tub with Ann eventually
>Both drunk
Snake and Ann were pretty good friends atleast i thought
>Ann suddenly starts sitting on Snakes lap
>Just feel extreme pain
>They both pass out
>I just go away and start drinking some more
>Drinking a lot
Black out
>Suddenly im standing in the middle of nowhere with no clothes
>Pouring rain
>Cold as fuck
>"Geuss this is the end"

Cont. Be ready for the plot twist

>>35504609
get on the floor
everybody walk the dinodoor

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>>35504609
Shiet, what will happen next friends.

Does he surive?

>>35504667
I really don't want it to be that

>>35504609
even if it's fake please lie

help me out, anons. you guys are the onlt ones who can help me.
i'm young, but my life is already shit. i feel like i don't have any friend, i don't go outside besides school most of the day, i don't talk to girls, etc.

i still have time to change this shit, i'm falling into the depression more and more. i need motivation to continue, i need to accomplish something while i still can. but i don't feel as doing it, i need to talk with people.

fml i see people here complaining, never thought i'd be one of them

>>35504596
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KolfEhV-KiA

>>35504609
Continue what you have created
Bumping solicitude accepted

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>no one helps with carts
>forced to push them all in yesterday since the cart lot was empty
>get blister on the heel of my foot
>this is okay, I get tomorrow and Tuesday off
>sleep soundly until I wake up and get a call
>hey anon wanna come in tomorrow and Tuesday?

Anyone else here feel like their sole purpose, their prime directive in life is to feel as bad as possible?

>>35504449
About the last feels I can remember

>Had no clue why or where I ran
>So cold
>Just started running trying to remember landmarks
>All I could remember was a totem pole, nowhere to be found
>Nearly running for 2-3 hours maybe
>Suddenly a car stops next to me
>Snakes dad
>Tells me to get in
>Not even that mad
>Just wondering why Im in my underwear and why Im running
>Try to do my non drunk act but pretty sure he won't buy that
>Drives me back home
>Collapse through my feet
>Tired af and wounds all over my body i just pass out
>Woken up by kicks
>It's Ann
>"What the fuck were you thinking"
>Ah attention, feelsgood
>Apologise to everyone
>Apparently she was looking for me all over
>Pain vanishes
>Have breakfast
>Everyone was calmed down by then
>Snake's parents were totally chill about it
>Just make Forrest Gump jokes about me
>Still a meme to this day

Were coming to the relevant part boys. This was just some needed clarification for whats coming up

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Was feeling pretty contempt today until my mom said she might know a gf for me.
If she actually does anything I might have to never leave the house again to avoid everyone forever.
Or just disappear. Just start walking and never come back.
Why can't she just leave me alone. I don't want any 'help'. I have chosen to live my life like I want.
I don't want to meet people.

just go out and run, it will make you really positive for a while so you can think of what to do next without your osn depression pulling you down

>>35504873
We're waiting m8

>>35504866
you need some better shoes. get some super comfy ones for hiking or something.

>>35505024
I would but I work in a hardware store, I have some steel toe boots that are comfy enough.
I do have a pair of soft ass Nikes, but I wear those when I work the register.

>>35505039
alright then. i wore boots for my old job where i was walking around and climbing ladders all day. for your boots try the Dr. Scholls work boot insert. its only like $10 and it made a huge difference for me.

>>35504873
What a suspense

>>35505063
Thank you, I'll see if I can pick some up on my day of-
Oh wait

>>35505109
just trying to help you out man. i know what its like to be forced to walk around when your feet feel like shit. nobody deserves it, but thats the shit world we live in.

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>>35505158
Sorry if it seemed like I was snapping at you, I wasn't trying to.
And I do deserve it anon, its okay. I get Thursday and Friday off (and Friday's payday) so I will definitely see if I can some insets or something comfy.

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> tfw jessica will never be real
> tfw she is so beautiful
> tfw you play as her almost every time you play
> tfw you imagine being with her from near the beginning of the zombie attack
> tfw you imagine her rescuing you on barlowe street
> tfw you imagine her telling you that she might know how to get the cure from biotec
> tfw the two of you go inside and fight your way through the zombies
> tfw you escape with the cure but the helicopter crashes
> tfw you spend nights cuddling with her on top of apartment buildings with old tattered army blankets
> tfw at first she doesn't like you, but slowly you connect over your past experiences while sitting there on the concrete in the cold darkness
> tfw eventually she gives in and you kiss her for the first time
> tfw she is yours forever

I may be a 26 year man who has never even kissed a woman, but there is no one I would rather give myself to than Jessica. I imagine I am with her every night, I warm my pillowcase and cuddle my pillow pretending it is her. Sometimes I talk to her.

Last night I pretended I was with her, with my hand in her hair, feeling her warm scalp under my fingers, another arm draped over her waist, pulling her close to me. Feeling her breasts smoosh against my chest, and looking into her eyes, promising her that nothing will ever hurt her.

It's the best I'll ever get but honestly I don't mind too much anymore.

>>35504712
>>35504667
No dinosaurs or nessies today my friends. This is all real, I just hope the feel hits.

No one ever asked why I ran, so my alcohol abuse just continued
>I start getting my fucked up drinking in shape
>Will starts getting sad
>Lots of sickness of relatives and himself
>Want to help him, but know he has to get himself together a little first

The next part, I dont know when it all started but I think it was happening before the downfall

Also i should talk about Leo, my 2nd best friend. He was probably a better friend than Will but Will and I have spent a lot of time together
>Leo is a pure zodiac Leo
>Great bro, always had my back
>Really tries to get me in shape for Ann and just gives me advice
>I ignore all his advice as a dumb beta

Anyway
>Fast forward to near end of summer break
>Sitting outside with Leo, unimportant dude and Ann with a bottle of hard liquor
>Ann and I have one of our moments
>Our connecting moments
>I feel understood once again
>But then she tells me something
>Apperantly Snake tried to touch her at the evening of my "big run"
>What
>Apperantly Snake has had a crush on her recently
>Snake knew about my feelings for Ann
>Fucking snake
>She has to go home
>Hug goodbye
>Anger dissapears for a moment
>Remember the feeling of being loved
>Shes gone
>Rage back
>Start punching trees
>Tell Leo what's up
>Leo rages too, mostly because stuff he did to him
Don't want to pound on snake too much he's a goos guy but just cant control himself when drunk.
>We want to beat him up so bad
>I rethink that
>Can't trust that guy though
>Giving a Bday party soon
>Parents gone, so I start to plan.

Nearing the end boys

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>>35505261
i know that feel. it hurts

orageno

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>>35505261
now this is the part where i say get a life, but, i do this all the time, except the jessica is any random person who just hugs me and says "Anon, it's going to be okay. I understand."

>>35505296
GIVE THAT LITTLE SLYTHERIN BITCH WHAT HE DESERVES

>>35505296
Im sorry for the slow ypdates dudes but I'm just a guy on a phone

>The plan is simple
>parents gone for 2 weeks
>Have been chasing Ann for 4-5 months now, Leo gettting tired tells me its now or never
>have one big party, It'll be just party no plans
>Will wanted to try some crazy drug sure why not
>But other weekend have smaller party with Ann
>Same strat as my first time, but this time with Leo and no Snake that could ruin things
>Will wants me to invite Snake
>Fuckno.jpg
>"I dont think you understand the situation, will"
>"He can come to the drug party if he wants but in no way is het getting near Ann again. "
>Will keeps bitching
>Just ignore it
>Everything is setup
>Get a text
>Its mom
>They'll be back from vacation a week earlier because of badweather
>Ohfuck
>Decide just to have one small party with Ann
>Will starts freaking out
>" What about my drugs man!"
>"You can do it if you're sobered up i time to go home"
>Will bitches some more
>Tell him to chill and that it will be alright
>Fast forward a few days
>Text Ann for my party
>She is... Hesitant and I feel this eerie aura

Keeping the updates it shorter for suspense and less bitching

>>35505484
[bitching here]
origawoo

Ann told me she never tried weed before and that she would maybe like to try it with me.

>Leo teache sme how to roll a joint
>Text Will for his almighty weed knowledge
>"What should I get for a first timer"
>He starts with how Ann would never do weed
>Tell him she wants to try it
>"Yea but she told me like last class she wanted to try it with me because my experience you know"
>Will
>Are you dense?
I was dense
>He ends up giving me advice anyway
>Ask Ann again if she will come to my birthday
>Because, who rejects a friends birthday?
>She asked if she could bring a friend because her friend had nothing to do
>Fuck
>Sure I geuss

Just gets not fun after this robots. Turn back now

>>35505589
moar

bumpBlox

>Be at party
>Invited a shit ton of people because i wouldn't have alone time anyway
>Cost me about 100 euros but all worth it
>Almost half doesnt bring presents
>Will, Ann, Ann's friend do tho
>My paranoia started acting up
>Ann and Will got their gifts from the same place
>Did they just shop together for my birthday?
>Party is up and running
>Sit next to Ann
>She gets awkward
>Sits somewhere else
>I just know
>See will
>Spaced out beyond belief
>Pickpocket his phone
>Go to bathroom and open Ann's chat
>Thats when my world was shattered
>Conversations talking about me, being so annoying according to Will
>How i camt behave myself when im drunk and doing retarded shit like running away
>Saying I planned this party so I could have aline time with her at the end
>Telling her that i like her and that she should turn me down
>Then joking about how I texted him wanting to get advice on weed...
>Plant phone back
>Go to bed
>Wake up a few hours later
>Will and a couple of others still here because Ann couldn't stay over anyway.
>Just feel anger
>Cant kill a man in my home
>Start playing some dark souls 3
>Acing every boss

Cont

>Had a bad falling out with my oneitis awhile back
>her intentions were never clear with me, we would fool around but never got all the way
>haven't really spoken to her since
>we exchanged some nasty words to each other then I just stopped texting her back
>she tried many times to get me to take her back
>ignore
>saw her the other night when our group of friends all got together
>she was standing real close to me for a while and tried to talking to me, i had nothing to say except some idle chit chat
>still feel hatred toward her, she told me she can't see herself with anyone. then a few weeks later shes banging someone else. They're basically together without the label.

Just want her out of my life for good. Im still kinda into her but just thinking about her makes me angry and I still check her social media daily even though she blocked me on everything.

>>35505793
>pickpocket phone
>unlock phone
LARPing confirmed

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>>35505793
my life was bad already, thanks anon

>>35505817
Greek robot?

>>35505817
Will and Ann sound like a lil bich, talking shit behind your back. Dont know why u even hangout with them still. I would have called out Will and Ann, lil pussy's only talk shit about u behind ur back.

>>35505793

>Everyone goes home, Im on new game + by now
>Ann comes back the next day to pick up something she forgot
>They all leave
>Im alone
>In silence
>Leo told me to never trust Will or Snake once
>Text him "you were right"
>Sleep for 36 hours
>Weeping
>Parents text me
>Staying a way for another week because the weather cleared up
>Feel something break inside of me
>Spend my remaining days watching movies
>Can't even sleep
>School starts again
>Sleep

A little cont

>>35505817
Why did she block you?
Fucking oreganooo

>>35505918
Because I would ignore her calls and texts and treated her like shit I guess. The breaking point was when I called her a bitch and told her we can't be friends anymore.

>>35505950
Oh, sounds bad, bet you were just in a bad mood. Feeling bad for you OP.

feels bad op

>>35505987
I saw this coming sooner or later she just kept pulling me back into orbit

Bumperroni

I just want closure

Please don't let this thread die

oregono

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>>35505851
Rolled nat 20 on slight of hand. And I knew his code, he used the prisoner code from les miserables, 24601
>>35505887
I dont blame Ann. Still don't, I think. I would be scared too if someone told me that about someone who has crush on me


>Leo keeps me from dying lf starvation
>Snake texts me and I forgive him because there isn't anything to fight for anyway
>Remember her texr back all too well "I geuss can prepare on saying no now..."
Still have to screenshots somewhere
>Dont talk to Will or Ann for weeks
>Ann stays silent too
>Will asks what he did
>Told him he knows what
>Keeo denying
>"So, you can't recall doing anything that would crush my life"
>No, just please tell me
>Don't reply
>He just calls me a fucking psychopath
>Be 6 months-ish later
>See Ann in the hall sometimes
>She looks at me with anger
>I can't even look her in the eyes

>See Will in the hall sometimes
>Can't make up my mind if I'm disgusted or angry

Maybe I should've talked to her, maybe I should've punched Wills face in. But These days I'm nothing more than a husk, clinging to the memory of that hug 7 months ago. That was taken from me

>>35506039
Sorry for the delay

>Ann and Will walk through the door
>Everybody gets on the floor
>They commit ritual suicide

>>35503823
>>35506141
Wait so what girl were you telling your problem to in your first post?

>>35505817
>>35505887
That is not part of the will and amm story

>>35506141
It was naive of you to think you could trust people
but still too bad

>>35506163
thanks OP

spaghooti

>>35505875
No Greek anon here, anon

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Bumping with feels music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VG9VhC0hiTg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWf2oFoF-B4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mXPp_5Q5CHk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7zHZrcHdxg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrUoK_TvVa8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGs3DnQt7cQ

>>35506141
Actually beat the fuck out of will. Your pent up anger is becoming a emotional road block it seems. Your two choices are, A. Somehow make up with Ann and get that back. Or B. Absolutely destroy Will. """Violence isn't the answer""""" is invalid here, you need to fix yourself.

>>35506250
I feel like the only Greek bata anon in existance

>>35506193
Just some girl from work, people use me as a consultant since i'm good at comforting and finding solutions I geuss

>>35506214
This basically. Altough I thought could see how his drugs are a little less important than her to me.

>>35506259
I just felt like Ann would just feel shit if Will got beat up by me. I wanted to rather fuck up his life than only his face anyway. But I just decided to try and move on to a different life. But it seems I can't move without talking to Ann first.

>>35506339
You gotta settle it somehow anon. I've been in a situations vaguely similar and I had to vent in some way. This is your way, though if you can conceivably win back Ann that is a much better choice.

>>35506258
This is my feels music https://youtu.be/aRORIKvOR4Y . Ann showed it to me mid summer break. Listened to it all the time

>>35506377
Ann was never his. Is that the kind of girl you'd want to be with anyways?

>>35506381
Feels original djensbnsks
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_QC00oZ1q10

>>35506377
So basically if Ann just hated my guts I move on to stalking Will and making his life hell?

Wish I could just meditate and be at peace, but actual severe ADD makes that impossible

>>35506430
I don't have ADD, but ever since refrenced situation, my apathy is ungodly high. I hardly care enough to visit r9k anymore.

>>35506413
I've tried other girls. But I never felt that bond. They try to understand me but just can't

Tldr?
Plox ty

>>35506141
Lmfao welcome to r9k medfag

Enjoy your life as a robot or a cuck at best

She's loving the BBC now anon-kun

>>35506478
I just want to feel what felt with her again. If it doesn't happen in a few years I might just an hero. Don't think of me as suicidal but a life of agony just isn't worth it

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>friend takes days to respond, then only responds to the last thing said
>just dont feel like responding to that anymore

>other one says we should play games all the time then plays with someone else instead
>when he tries to explain himself I just dont bother responding because I've heard it before

am I a bad friend? why don't my 2 friends like me?

>>35506551
I never got as far as you did, so for better or worse I don't have that feeling to cling to. But she lead me on hardcore. I felt the first bit of emotion besides anger after reading your thread, thanks anon.

>>35506550
Thanks, but she still hasnt had bf so far
>>3550653
Tl;dr Ann is repulsed because will said some shit stuff so he could do drugs at a party

>friend who is a girl just constantly talks about work and this book
>is my only, and only online, friend

Some days I wish to just ghost her lmao but she'd kill herself

>>35506593
>bf
>cock carousel
>mutually exclusive

K E K
E
K

>>35506668
Kek but even if its not like I can feel any worse about the whole situation


>>35506583
Thats good to hear. I had a same scenario 3 months ago, that girl tried to lead me on for months but because of Ann I didn't want to chase her for months with no results. A lot of women are just shit. You just have to hope you find a good one one day.


It's been nice to know other people understand me. Most of the time i just get cut short if someone aska about it. But I have to face those 2 tomorrow again. So im heading off for now.

>>35506258
great choice m8 but i would swap out katy song this evening

>>35506564
You should try to make new real-life friends

I seem very inadequate at being a human. Everyone is out of town for spring break or they're with their friends partying and I'm stuck at home. The girl I'm talking to invited a couple of our friends to hang out and not me. How can I be normal like my other friends.

>girl I like starts getting close to me
>we hang out everyday
>nothing but stupid fun
>for the past 3 days she would ditch me
>she was supposed to pick me up from work tonight
>she ignores my text
>I end up walking about 5 miles home
>she text me as I'm walking saying she's driving up and down this main road looking for me
>know she's lying because I was on that road for the whole walk home and never saw her huge truck
>now I'm home drinking alone and exhausted
I hate people m8.

>>35507206
>I seem very inadequate at being a human.

That's because you are a robot

I'm pretty excited right now but also depressed. It's a weird feeling
>summer trip to italy
>back home as well, so high school friends to hang out with
>finally going to be surrounded by people I know and not spend all day talking to myself
>after summer moving into apartment with two other guys so I have people around me from here on
but at the same time
>people are starting to talk to me here at uni and i'm still not happy
>out of winter so no seasonal excuse for sadness
>wasting my time on occupying my mind with games and tv, and eating crap again
>still no solid friend, cant find someone who isn't comfortable in their own skin

I feel morose, if this continues I'm probably going to start drinking and smoking again