I'm the only not-stoner who likes staring off into space? These days i pass hours watching the ceiling and thinking about random things, it's relaxing and i don't have to face the thing thay i'm doing absolutely nothing (if i play vidya, read or watch animu i feel guiltily, but staring blankly not, idk why). It's normal or i have a shining hikikomori-NEET future?
pic related, it's the ceiling
>>35500123
I get amazed at the many places my mind wanders to just staring at a wall.
doesn't seem to be a productive use of good money making time
>>35500123
Why do you feel guilty when playeing gaims? You think it's idleness?
Interesting that staring at the wall would not produce the same guilt.
But if you think about it, it might take some amount of effort or concentration to keep doing that? Kind of like meditation?